Released on February 6, 2023
(Yup, I've been drinkin' again)
[Chorus]
Oh no all on my own, gotta go home
Walk down the road and I'm so cold
There's no fucking hand for me that I'd hold
I'm hidin' in my hide hole, yeah I know it's wrong
[Verse ]
Take another hit off of the bong
Hope I never disappoint my mom
I'm quiet but I'm screaming in my songs
Suicidal but I'm staying now for long
Gone, miss me, gone
I moved out of my town, I'm not around, I'm where I belong
Now I just chill with my vamps and blast all my amps and write shitty songs
Now I'm growing so big and I wanna live because I am strong, you're getting it wrong
I do not fuck with anyone, you know that I'm not involved
They left me in the past, had to speed up and pass them all
Remember when I was in class, outcasted, I'ma vagabond
Shе was my only light, when nothing was right, liken alcohol
[Bridge]
Drunk punk on a Saturday night
Hate drinking, I would much rathеr fly
In the moment I just feel so euphoric
Then you leave and I throw up in the mornin'
Fifteen dollar sub float in the toilet
I am not something that you can toy with
If I'm sober baby, then I am joyless
Cut you off because I gotta avoid this
[Chorus]
Oh no all on my own, gotta go home
Walk down the road and I'm so cold
There's no fucking hand for me that I'd hold
I'm hidin' in my hide hole, yeah I know it's wrong