[Intro]

I kinda feel bad

And not completely like shit

Adjust my feed now

‘Cause all I wanted never panned out

Took me three hours to get off the couch

Could I still hide?

[Verse]

And I could have won

I’m feeling sorry for the things I should’ve done

I don’t wanna know where I could be

With only a little motivation fueling my life

I kick and cry, ignoring advice

[Pre-Chorus]

My friends keep on texting me

Thought I’d know what to say

I worry that my words won’t land

I don’t make any sense

Yeah! Um

[Hook]

Oh I don’t wanna know

I’m so conflicted tell me

That I don’t have to go

I want to number every time

That I feel uneasy from this mess I’ve made

This mеss I’ve made

[Verse 2: Pheonix]

Not taking it lightly

Heart’s in a vicе, my head’s strained

Nothing you say makes sense

Like saying you love me

Cause here comes the doubt again

A fresh start is the only motivation fueling my life

And I kick and cry, ignoring your advice

Ignite a flame to feel something

But I just feel the burning

I just feel the burning

[Bridge]

You don’t even care enough to murder me

I complain with no one there, so mistrusting x3