Released on July 21, 2014

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[Intro]

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me. Your rod and your staff they comfort me


[Verse 1]

I honestly grow insecure as I get older

Cause even when you hot there comes a day when you get colder

Comes a day when you slower

Time is takin' it's toll

45 on the back of the jersey upon yo' soul

I'm scared of letting go

I don't know what the future holds

My nightmares are having nightmares

I'm quite scared of what's right and fair

How I fare an eternity

Will I hear well done when He turn to me

Will I hear you care too much 'bout all of this stuff that really don't matter

You chased the wind and you won it

Got to the top of a two foot ladder

What's after I can capture all this mess my heart was after

Will I end up empty handed when I stand before my master

Did I master the mathematics of a passive disaster

Adding my selfish ambition all the while subtracting what matters

I don't know


[Chorus: Lecrae]

Late nights I can't sleep

Will I fall

When I peek through the curtains all I see, fingers pointing at me

And they watching, and they watching

And I'm wondering what they thinking, thinking 'bout

At late nights I can't sleep

Counting cash, counting sheep

Through the curtains all I see, fingers pointing right at me

And I'm watching, and I'm watching

And I'm wondering

What they thinking, thinking 'bout it all


[Verse 2]

In high school we tried to act all tough

I remember a couple times I couldn't back that up

Like when I ran from them vatos

Scuffin' up my zapatos

Scared of losing my hide

I was so embarrassed inside

If I could go back in time

I would stand and say something like

I ain't never scared, never scared, never scared

I'm lyin' I'm scared of these thoughts in my head

I'm scared of possibly pushin' people right over the ledge

When I said I pledge allegiance to the struggle

Then I turn around and buckle under stress and under pressure

Bible on my dresser that could teach my pain a lesson

But I'd rather not address it

Address is in depression

I'm scared if I confess it

That you gon' look at me like I'm somethin' less

And I'm such a mess


[Break]

Celui qui a peur d'admettre ses craintes

Est celui qui ne pourra pas les surmonter

On trouve la liberté dans la confession

Et la liberté dans la reconnaissance


[Verse 3]

And it just so happens I'm wrestling with my status

I'm tryna see me like He do, not focusing on this madness

They count on me count me out

On account of they fear and doubts

Keep account of my wrongs

Trying to keep me inside they house

Some just keep me around

Gotta wonder what that's about

Yea, they wanna be politically correct I suppose

But I'm comfortable in my skin while they just pretend in they clothes

I'm scared of falling and failing in front of all of my foes

And I feel some friends are unfaithful

So I keep my small circle closed

I don't want no handouts or favors

No functional saviors

I'mma tell that truth 'till it kill me

And I'm chillin' with my Creator

Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus to all of my haters

For the ones that think I forgot Him

And the ones who won't let me say it

I ain't scared no mo'


[Chorus: Lecrae]

Late nights I can't sleep

Will I fall

When I peek through the curtains all I see, fingers pointing at me

And they watching, and they watching

And I'm wondering what they thinking, thinking 'bout

At late nights I can't sleep

Counting cash, counting sheep

Through the curtains all I see, fingers pointing right at me

And I'm watching, and I'm watching

And I'm wondering

What they thinking, thinking 'bout it all


[Bridge: Natalie Lauren]

Everybody always

They gon' have something to say

Whether you like it or not

Everybody always

They gone have something to say

Baby, don't take it to heart

Something to say


[Outro]

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