Trying hard to process

I don't know the process

I met you on a weekend

That weekend couldn't turn me around

Sweating with my best friends

Sharing all my secrets

They don't wanna know

What's on my mind

Why would you say that?

I didn't, I didn't wanna know

You were bold

And I'm afraid of losing everything

I hit a wall

I thought I'd run right through

You're on my mind, love

It's flowery colors

Sweating with my best friends

Sharing all my secrets

I didn't know that I would have to choose

I didn't know that I could change my mind

Why would you say that?

I didn't, I didn't wanna know

You were bold

And I'm afraid of losing everything

Well I don't know myself

I don't know what I want

I need space and time, but I am trapped

Forever