Every moment that we had

Will not go by the bed

Everything between us

Can never be lost

The pain I got

I can't say that I forgot

I hurt you yes

But never like this

My heart was torn

I wished I was never born

I felt something new

I felt stabbed by you

I can remember all the times

You said to me you will never

Be cought by any of the guys

I believed that you are so clever

You convinced me by a lie

I felt my face in a pie

I felt like a useless person

I felt my self in a prison

I felt I got out of your heart

I felt like a bag on a cart

That you dropped by mistake

You got back to got off the ground

After done, that's what you break

Everything goes around

I was so afraid you said why

I said i don't know but please don't lie

Make me sad by the truth

Don't make me happy with a lie

I begged you not to lie to me

I felt that you really can be

The last one key

For my life for enternity

I believed you I did

I trusted you I did

All what happened is written

And it will never be forgotten

The film of our start is coming back

You made me go back

After all this lack

Sometimes I wish I never played samp

I never got out of near that lamp

All the nights I spend alone

A part of me is really gone

What if I can never really forget

What if I can't let

My mind remove that what

I don't know what to do anymore

I love you and I feel sour

I love you with my broken core

I love you with my broken door

That you got out of it to someone else

Why you became like this

What happened to my girl

What happend to my rarest world pearl

All I Know is that you are the one

But what if we are already done

What if I can't do what you want

What if i am really a cunt

I can't do anymore the hunt

I begged and you cried enough

I made of my self the laugh

For the first time in my life

I really wish I could have a knife

With him in front

I stab him in the back I open a wound

I laugh and watch with no regret

I tried to understand I could not

What else can I get

Except pain and swords in the chest

I can say I tried my best

It was not what you really needed

I hope by me u r really healed

I hope I made you a live again

I hope you did not feel this pain

Am I ready to change the lane

Am I ready to let go

I can't even sleep

I can't even feel how deep

My love for you is

Should I say peace

And just walk away

Will it be the best way

To not waste another day

It's not easy to forget

What feelings my heart get

Everytime i see you on the screen

Or when I have to scream

As loud as I can

To get the anger out again

But still not working out

Why am I so loud

When all my thoughts are so calm

I am at least proud

Of what I did I guess

I didn't do this yes

I didn't leave you and gone for another

I didn't lie to you like you did today

Why you even bother

Fuck that gay

Fuck love in every way

I shouldn't be doing this

I don't love you less

But now I knew

What they mean

What they say when the love is deep

It hurts more and more

Sadly my love is so deep

That it damaged my core

I can't heal my self I think

Why I can't remove the picture

Of you when you try to blink

Why I can't remove the figure

Of your laugh when we first talked