[Verse 1]

God, this fucking sucks

I've been thinking 'bout you like way too much

How your body would fit with mine

While he's laying right here, right by my side

God, I'm such a slut

'Cause I've been looking for more

With more than enough, he's everything I need

But he can't ever compare to a fantasy

[Chorus]

God, this fucking

Sucks, undress you in my mind

Just sex, wet, sweat, and my white lies

You got me touching myself while he's fast asleep

God, this sucks

'Cause I got it good, but I'm fucking it up

[Verse 2]

I know better than to see you in the flesh

Am I toeing the line?

If it's all in my head, is it really a crime?

'Cause I don't wanna hurt him

Though he's so undeserving

And I bet, skin-to-skin

And your tongue in my mouth isn't worth it

[Chorus]

God, this fucking

Sucks, undress you in my mind

Just sex, wet, sweat, and my white lies

You got me touching myself while he's fast asleep

God, this sucks

'Cause I got it good, but I'm fucking it up

[Bridge]

And he's a whole part of me, half of my heart

I brought the shovel and our love to a graveyard

Tearing apart our whole world

With my bare hands

[Chorus]

Oh, God, this fucking

Sucks, undress you in my mind

Just sex, wet, sweat, and my white lies

You got me touching myself while he's fast asleep

God, this sucks

'Cause I got it good, but I'm fucking it up