Released on June 5, 2019

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[Intro]

Oh, oh, oh


[Verse 1]

I don't wanna get drunk, I don't wanna sleep

I just wanna lie down in bed right next to me

And tell myself it's okay not to always run away

Tell myself it's okay

I don't gotta be numb when I wanna speak

I could let my feelings out without the need

To always wanna hideaway, lovely know that there's no shame

That there's no shame


[Pre-Chorus]

Magazines, social media, liquor

All the drugs and the games make us sicker

Too much time spent staring in the mirror

(Mirror, mirror, mirror)


[Chorus]

I wanna be what you want

I wanna not give a fuck

I wish I could show me love

I'm gonna pull me closer, I wanna win you over

I don't wanna need someone

To validate what I've done

I wish I could love me like them

I'm gonna pull me closer, I wanna win you over


[Verse 2]

Learnin' to lean on me, when it gets hard

When I fall down when I fall into my arms

Catch myself before I break and wrap me in a warm embrace

Wrap me in a warm embrace

I'm getting all dressed up to tear myself down

Biting my tongue so the words don't come out

Wish I could be nicer, 'cause I don't wanna fight her

I don't wanna fight her


[Pre-Chorus]

Magazines, social media, liquor

All the drugs and the games make us sicker

Too much time spent staring in the mirror

(Mirror, mirror, mirror)


[Chorus]

I wanna be what you want

I wanna not give a fuck

I wish I could show me love

I'm gonna pull me closer, I wanna win you over

I don't wanna need someone

To validate what I've done

I wish I could love me like them

I'm gonna pull me closer, I wanna win you over


[Bridge]

La la, yeah

I wanna win, I wanna win you over

I wanna be what you want


[Chorus]

I wanna be what you want (I wanna be what you want)

I wanna not give a fuck (I wanna not give a fuck)

I wish I could show me love (I wish I could)

I'm gonna pull me closer, I wanna win you over

I don't wanna need someone

To validate what I've done

I wish I could love me like them (I wish I could love)

I'm gonna pull me closer, I wanna win you over