[VERSE]

What a waste Life to be known to play around

Nothing lasts forever every second Make it count

Daily pain like a sacrificial ritual

A hole within my leg I can see my bone

They’ve taken all my muscle you can see a dent

Killed off many nerves my leg is on fire

Paralysis cannot move my foot

Prisoner within my home social introvert

Flashbacks at Northwick Park

The only one in my intensive care unit

With an open wound as big as mine they feared disease

Hourly injections penicillin in my veins

3 out of 7 operations were a pain

Junior doctors made mistakes their errors caused bleeding

Complained the Matron she couldn’t believe it

The fears of amputation grew ever so present

4 operations in, feeling faint

Mother notes the nurses that my skins very pale

They decided I was fine

Went through operation 5

Losing consciousness even more frequent

Mother enforces her knowledge

Conversations with the Matron

Decided the only option was a blood transfusion

7 operations body took the strain

4 packs of blood inserted in my veins

At the very instance, body turned cold

Depression filled my soul, tears began to fall

Suicide a mere thought that eventually blossomed

Lost my appetite and my passion for Christ

Uncle prince came to visit with a testimony

Tears formed couldn’t believe my ears

But it made sense I always wondered how he lost his eye

Distance made my heart more intelligent

By design, I’m a resilient son of a gun

But no training could’ve prepared me for what had come

April 5th the date forever scared within my heart

I doubt if Anne ever understood

What I was going through

Didn’t articulate

My pride was broken down

She saw me cry and I lied

Still, I’m feeling down

Down but up before the 3

Comeback seasons here

Pose infront of autumn trees