I know I don't need it

I just like to feel I need it

Cause I know I am deceiving everybody in my life

Feel like I am failing

And my arms rapidly flailing

Cause I feel like I am falling

Everytime I close my eyes

Laying on the sofa

Having my delicious moccha

Well more like americano

But I guess that didn’t rhyme

Feeding like a maggot

On the corpses life has dealt me

People call me faggot cause I wear pink

Wanna get tatts but I can't afford the ink

Some so-called friends left some memories that sting

Sting like a butterfly, fly like a bee

Do it all wrong or so it always seems

Seamless patterns all inside my head

50/50 times I wish that I were dead

Deadass famous

People sing my songs

I've been writing shitty

Music ever since I was born

Burn like the sun

High as the moon

I know my dreams

Will come true soon