Intro:

Thinking back to when I wrote October and I lived through it

Glad to see I stayed up clean and sober over year it’s been

Chorus 1:

Surely maturity opposite of what’s been hurting me

The curtain sees perfectly what I hide and what you learn to see

I turn a leaf certainly, I’m a better human personally

I know I’m still not there yet but I figured what my purpose be

Verse 1:

Figured what my purpose be and now I’m gonna shine that shit

I find it’s quick to write a bit of how I’m feeling, why and when

Trigger all the servant sheep that’s fitting into private cliques

Don’t buy the clicks, don’t try thе tricks, just speak the truth, defy thе mix

Chorus 2:

Caught up in awkwardness between self love and me offing it

I often get soft when people want me to be the hardest bitch

I’m hot as shit, got admit to the mirror I got confidence

But who’s gon tell me this when I’m alone, I’m window shopping fit

Verse 2:

Yea I’m window shopping fit, at least I grab attention

Not to mention, all the tension between all the broken friendships

But I’m really popping with the family that I sit with

So to my fans, I’m here for you, let’s hear what Iggy got in this

Verse 3 (Iggy Madison):

Dark energy energy

Fucking my enemies

Fucking celebrities

Cursing my music

Is all a necessity

Making more money

But you cannot sentence me

Music is pure but got

Money for war ain’t got

Money for space but got

Money for hate got

Existence as bait

And got distancing fate

And got losses and crates

So much baggage I hate

So much that I’m a disgrace

Chorus 1:

Surely maturity opposite of what’s been hurting me

The curtain sees perfectly what I hide and what you learn to see

I turn a leaf certainly, I’m a better human personally

I know I’m still not there yet but I figured what my purpose be