[Intro]

If you think ima talk about my ex right now, you’re gonna be pleasantly surprised

[Verse]

My brother played football, stayed on the sidelines

I was built for the shit, ain’t got my mind right

Met another kid same mindset as me

For the sake of privacy we gon call him T

And T, ya see we clicked like that

Had sleepovers and shit but ain’t go right back

Cause I lost contact with T when I hit 6th grade

And I completely forgot about him until that day

I stepped in high school, saw him again

And I found he has this chill girlfriend

They been dating for years so I got close with her too

And lemme tell you, jealousy coverеd my eyes with the wool

Causе we clicked off the bat more than T and I ever did

V ain’t close to an angel but she sure as hell heaven sent

We would FaceTime and make time for each other to talk

And we would say what’s on our mind no matter what we was on

Found out T was fucking awful he didn’t give her nothing

So I helped them split, he was pissed, the pot was melting

And I said fuck T tryna cuff V and I know that shit is toxic

But I’d never met someone that really cared about me often

Always took the first step to make sure everyone aight

But she constantly text first so I said this shit one night

I said u think that we could try, she said I might just wait a while

I said that’s true u just got out of one, just wanna make u smile

But take ur time and when you’re ready u know where to find me

This kid named A pops into the scene and most unlikely

They start talking, they start flirting, see me from a distance

And it got me heated but I’m cooling, that’s just her decision

They start dating and I’m chill with both of them

But one day I ain’t getting nothing from V’s end

And this my best friend, I ain’t have no one else

No one really comfort me like she help myself

So after a week of no response, I broke down crazy

And I went to A, asked what the fuck been up lately

He said that he trust me but really not enough

Told V to stop talking to me, that shit hurt me rough

January 2021 she started saying none

Great start to the year, ain’t an answer from A not one

And I see them in the hallway and I’m wishing it was me

But nowadays, from friend to friend I wish that she could see

That I’m sorry for whatever I did and hopefully

She’s happy cause I know she was fucked mentally

Had some shit back at home, family drama always there

People dying, we was crying but I’m showing love and care

So V if you hearing I’m proud of where you are

Just please hit me back and let me know why u been far

And to A, you got a good girl, don’t ever mistreat her

I know her birthday and favorite shit if you ever need it

And honestly I found someone of my own I been knowing

And honestly life is good since this music shit been showing

So dear satan I don’t know if u exist god neither

But shoutout christ for working hard, as of late there ain’t been demons

When they do come through, i just take a deep breath

And get a grip on reality cause this shit is a mess

But I can clean it all up, I can do my damn best

I got emotional purpose, put the devil to rest, I’m gone