Nova

By LaLion

On GRAPE

Released on October 15, 2020

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You see here kid

You gotta just go for it

Don’t think about what comes after or what came before

You just gotta bend your knees

Take a deep breath and Jump

And you might think

What if I fall

What if you don’t

What if you fly

All I’ve ever had were these dreams and a pen and pad

I’m in a cab yelling things, thinking sorry I’m mad

Sorry dad that I’m a fuck up I been drunk looking back

All the times that you would tell me its unhealthy to black

I been numb across the heart the cost of writing these raps

Should’ve focused more in school but where I mentally lack

I'll make up for the family

For mama toss out that Camry

For granny grabbing 3 Grammys for papa just know I’m happy

Finally smiling

Flying from the city private islands

I been talking with these labels maybe it’s exciting

Lately I been thinking about the feeling of arriving

Finally feel alive for all the nights I could've died when

I don’t drink and drive

I just smoke and fly

Had too many homies slowly passing to the other side, why I

Almost lost mind my hearing Jenny wasn't fine then

I remember all the times she made us happy wilding

Many nights

With these lights

Try to blind the pain

Oh I’m fine in my mind

But outside I’m insane

Super nova

I’m a diamond in the rough

Getting colder

For the times they would bluff

I’m a loner

I’m a soldier

It’s alright live my life super nova

Super nova

I’m a diamond in the rough

Getting colder

For the times they would bluff

I’m a loner

I’m a soldier

It’s alright live my life super nova

Don't ever let up

Keep your head up

Know they counterfeit and

Count a fist to they lip

If they talking shit

Call it bliss what’s the aim

Know we never miss

I've become numb kill my feel with ignorance

All said and done I’ll be my controller

Bread that I won get Lambo from Yota

Oh I remember when mom crashed the Rolla

Hit the black ice I think I’m alive

Barely breathing

Living with a dream Jesse Pinkman

I don’t wanna fiend for a thing but the meaning

I made a pact I would laugh at my demons

Anytime they coming round my mind I defeat them

Call it bliss

All it is

Pessimistic optimist

In the city preaching the meaning to all they politics

They gon try to kill me guess we living Copernicus

Burdon is they gon try discredit me for earning this

Many nights

With these lights

Try to blind the pain

Oh I’m fine in my mind

But outside I’m insane

Super nova

I’m a diamond in the rough

Getting colder

For the times they would bluff

I’m a loner

I’m a soldier

It’s alright live my life super nova

Super nova

I’m a diamond in the rough

Getting colder

For the times they would bluff

I’m a loner

I’m a soldier

It’s alright live my life super nova