Released on July 20, 2019

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[Verse 1]

It's like I'm being overtaken by a force

You could never ever reckon with

Challenge it, you might end up face down in a pit

Remembering no family, no fiancée, no friend

But I'm feeling like I could never reach through to you

You do you, everybody cool? You cool

Yeah, now listen motherfucker I got work to do

Just don't end up like the last guy

He done blew his brains out

All over the neighbors house

And left spouse, family and friends in the black clothes

But today I'm feeling generous

I'm giving gifts away like Santa

Motherfuckers think I'm on a mission to retaliate

But all I do is barricade myself into a never breaking

Never ending rain of hallucinate taking thoughts

That I could never wake up from feeling the beat

That's what fucking history has taught me

I'm like a wolf dressed up as a sheep

But it doesn't matter if I got a shirt, a sweater or dress up in fucking leather

I will know defeat


[Hook]

Things feel real but

I gotta need to know

That I got thoughts in my mind

I didn't make alone

This is feeling like

I'm on the real end

But every time I wake up

It's from a fucking dream


[Verse 2]

Let me clarify this

I can see right and wrong

It's dark, it's cold and I'm alone

I got a feeling it is creeping up to me

And I don't know where the fuck to go

Creeping up to me

It is creeping up to me, no

Creeping up to me

It is creeping up to me no

Motherfuckers think I'm getting weak

Motherfuckers think that they come in and they defeat me

That's a little cheap sheep

What is it that you can do that I can not defeat you in

Is it making a beat? No in that I win

Or is it mentally? I probably wouldn't see you

Crossing the finish line first

But I understand your thirst

'Cause I've been taking it away

What you wanted to have

Since you was a little baby

Now it's too late

But lately you follow the river like fish

But I got myself a bow and arrow and a quiver

And I'm aiming at the lake where you fuckers swim

Little bitch


[Hook]

Things feel real but

I gotta need to know

That I got thoughts in my mind

I didn't make alone

This is feeling like

I'm on the real end

But every time I wake up

It's from a fucking dream