[Verse]

I've been stuck inside my mind overlooking through some subjects you might not give a fuck about

Maybe I'll make you listen by mixing it with this fucking sound

Maybe you need something loud

I've been thinking, scratch that ! Overthinking going wild going crazy

Everytime I'm waking up my soul alone and aching

Been just feeling so low lately, I might start livin solo...

'Cus love is disappointing me, and at this very point hope is turning into torture shit

What kind of fucking sorcery is this, why they telling me in movies hope is only thing there

When the only thing i should hope for is solely despair, man fuck it's just unfair

I've been, always doing good but sike nothing is there to thank... me

And it's like it's leaving me blank and empty

Taste in life's the only I could envy

Still sike still writing songs saying end me

And I'm going through some shit that just made me wanna quit

Bruh this summer was so lit but what's after was bullshit

My vibe ruined and my happiness lost and

I'm never tired but shit mentally costs bricks

And when I climb i still feel like I'm falling

I never lied when I talk about problems, fuck...

But i still lie to myself subconsciously and even if I'm mad at some people i still got love in me

And when I'm feeling lonely I'm conscious some are still loving me

But I can't seem to keep a positive ideology, fuck...

Like a sailor I'm unstable

And everything be bending me like I'm playdough

Now I can't seem to fix anymore shit was fatal

Why no one seem to give no fucks bout what I say though !

Fuck this song i ain't finishing it

Since not a single fucking one of you be giving a shit

It won't matter right ? Yea this how I feel in this bitch !

I'm just done with everything it's fucking making me sick

Hope I'll get better with time patience and some good ol' rhymes

Might just calm my soul and restrain me from being a prick, damn !