Released on April 17, 2020

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Here I go again speaking to whoever fuck is listening

Extracting off of my dome whatever shit is still in there

Just thoughts, no hoes, talking to my phone like it's a friend

What time is it one am, windows open wind blowing

Feels good to have a nice night talk with the realest fan

Like I'm just, I don't know man letting the flow in ? Something to let me breath... and purge my soul n'

Exorcise me from them ghosts behind me, snowballing rolling

Maybe its just my mind playing games to keep me going

I don't know

All I do's that I'm feeling dull, maybe I am just feeling al... Nooo I don't wanna think about that

That shit would get me real low fucked up and feeling down bad

And these times, my only therapist is my rap spat on this boom bap track and that mesmerising sound of rainy drips you can't forget about that, and this melo jazzy shit healing the scars of Irak

My Subconscious and Conscious fighting and it's always like that

What a mental war, Subconscious acting like a whore when there is benefit

Getting hurt for anything sooo Conscious trynna keep control

Working soo hard constantly just to keep a form..

Now, skip to two nights after once more having a dream about her

This time when she took my hand I started tearing up, its sad bruh

And it's the second time having the same exact dream, its more painful than seems

Cus I don't want her in my life but I'm, achin without her, or it's maybe about love

Maybe it's affection I'm lacking, she used to give me lots of... Whatever...

Cus after all that effort wow shit just seems fucking absurd

But It's all over now it's just me, against the world

Then fuck it, lemme just keep vibing to this melody I'm riding til the death of me arrives and til my energy is rotting, anyways I'll keep surviving

Through this music staying for eternity around here

And I just be waiting for the sun like "when you rising ?"

Cus all I see is darkness, black clouds on the horizon

I'm running outta patience shit is driving me crazy, the weather's foggy and hazy and I don't really know what to do with everything that I'm in

Anyways I'll just forget about it keep going with the flow

Don't mind me it's okay as long as this wind still blows

Thanks for listening, now gotta go like adios

Sincerly yours... It was Labios, I'm out