Do you ever feel you can’t even get out of bed?

I’ve got this doctor tryna’ feed me all these meds'

See I’m the solder who’s at war with his own head

They said I’m talking to the best but this call has caused me stress

And I’m sure I’m not depressed and I’m all for your advice

But I’m awful sometimes if you talk to me while I’m

Tryna' sort all what’s inside I’ll be a dick to you, I might

Try to tell you I’m fine, but this space is mine

And I don’t want to speak so just please

Let me breathe, who’s tеxting me?

My brain acting like it’s amphetaminе'd'

And it pesters me and It says to me

Relentlessly there’s a remedy

For the pain I’ve tried to desperately erase

But biochemistry remains to say the same

I ain’t kidding like a vasectomy

This shit is real but somehow it’s feeding the energy

To push myself like depression had bettered me

Made me the soldier but no one holds ya'

When you’re lying in this cemetery

If I’m the solder

Then I’m the burn

And I’m the pain

I am the hurt

If I’m that try hard, If I’m just a nobody

I am the underdog

I am the words

That come out of my mouth

Like spewing venom

I am the sound of the coming Armageddon

I’m the shiver down all the spines of momentum

I am relentless

I am forever

I work this dead end job everyday and I can’t face

Another day stuck in the rut under paid

On this fucking wage that the manager shoved in my face

This is back when I was just a teen and suddenly

The fun in me was stuck on ordering machines

You think that’s where I wanna be?

Tryna' deal with baby screams?

While this dude is blaming me for not giving his receipt

I beg you god get me out of here I can’t be on this road

I can’t be falling back on mumma' every time that I’m broke

I wasted hours just pissing 'round with my friends on the phone

You won’t regret it, you know

You wanna get it? then go

You’ll be a cog in their machine if you just sit here alone

You can’t be crying no more, this soldier never comes home

This soldier’s never afraid, this soldier’s Doubted again

But in his chest hides the Monster that will never be tamed

He’s got ammo, that he’s ready to unleash on the game

Cos he’s the candle, on the mantle now we’re tipping the flame

I say

If I’m the solder

Then I’m the burn

And I’m the pain

I am the hurt

If I’m that try hard, If I’m just a nobody

I am the underdog

I am the words

That come out of my mouth

Like spewing venom

I am the sound of the coming Armageddon

I’m the shiver down all the spines of momentum

I am relentless

I am forever

Back in the day in school I used to flunk every class

Remember when I used to rock back on my chair and just laugh?

I told the teachers I’d make it and they can suck on my naked anus

I hate this stupid school of haters painting my ass

Out, to be a pain in the ass while, they graded me last

I’ve, been looking back on this, I’m facing my past

And now I’m starting to doubt, maybe I need 'plan B'

Maybe this whole thing is much bigger than me

Cos I’m a rapper that can't even afford to sponsor a post

Sports Direct, knows that’s where I get all my clothes

Now I’m out here and I’m broke tryna' get this Peugeot to go

And I’m tryna' push it with these Nikey's that are so fucking soaked

And I’ll smile in the mirror while my teeth are yellow

My bunk-beds creak so while you sleep, I don’t

That’s the way that it goes, that's soldier alone

Who’s gotta start on this path

So welcome to the show

If I’m the solder

Then I’m the burn

And I’m the pain

I am the hurt

If I’m that try hard, If I’m just a nobody

I am the underdog

I am the words

That come out of my mouth

Like spewing venom

I am the sound of the coming Armageddon

I’m the shiver down all the spines of momentum

I am relentless

I am forever