Rock Bottom

By Kythre

On Yin & Yang

Released on October 3, 2017

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[VERSE 1]

Man, I’m at the lowest point that I can get

There’s no rising from it

I wish I could pack my shit and just split

Away from my poverty, but that’s just it

I’m poor as fuck, I blame my bad luck

Sometimes I hope to get hit by a truck

And keel over and die, and gouge out my eye

Most of the time I put on a smile and lie

And say that I’m fine, but inside I’m dying

A lot of the time I’m surprised people are buying

That bullshit, when I’ve clearly been crying

I try not to, but I can’t help lying

To the people I love, to protect them from

The way I feel inside, it’s a lack of pride

I try to make sure that my feelings are implied

I guess I’ll admit now, but to you I’ve lied


[Chorus]

But I’m at Rock Bottom

Life can’t get any worse or any better

Cuz that’s Rock Bottom

I bet I’ll never achieve what I wish for

Because I’m at Rock Bottom


[VERSE 2]

Fuck yeah, I’m at Rock Bottom

It’s gets even worse in the Autumn

Because it gets cold, and my mother struggles

To pay the bills, and she takes her anger out on me

And my sister. When I talk back, she says “Excuse me mister?

Who the fuck do you think you are? Trying to get so far

Away from me, it’s driving me bizarre

Get over here now and get into the car

We’re going to start driving according to the north star.”

Then sooner or later she’d whoop my ass

Just because I forgot one thing for class

I’d run away from her so fast

To protect myself, I’d hide behind a shelf

I just want this to end, but I’m always on the receiving end

Of her blows, I just want to die


[Chorus]

But I’m at Rock Bottom

Life can’t get any worse or any better

Cuz that’s Rock Bottom

I bet I’ll never achieve what I wish for

Because I’m at Rock Bottom


[VERSE 3]

I just want to manage to get a big break

But I have a better chance at owning a lake

Ninety percent of the time, my smile is fake

I just hope some day there’s an album I can make

That’ll get popular and get me signed

Man, I can barely fuckin’ afford paper that is lined

I know I don’t act like it, but I have a kind mind

I wish I could get my life realigned

But that shit won’t ever happen

I want to perform and hear some clappin’

From people who actually enjoy my songs

And listen to me without their damn bongs

For once, I ain’t makin’ any jokes about sluts in thongs

Because that’s immature, and not who I am

God damn, I just do it for the popularity

But nothing’s working out and I’m still lonely as fuck


[Chorus]

But I’m at Rock Bottom

Life can’t get any worse or any better

Cuz that’s Rock Bottom

I bet I’ll never achieve what I wish for

Because I’m at Rock Bottom

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