I.F.T.I.M.Y

By Kythre

On Mind in Agony

Released on October 25, 2019

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[Verse 1]

I feel that I miss you, I know I got issues

If you made me happy, then why do I misuse?

Misuse the pot and the pills I’m on

I lie every time I say my feelings gone

I been thinkin’ ‘bout what we were like

When we first started things; my future was bright

But then you went and fuckin’ cheated on me

We were so close but you receded from me

We went from talkin’ every single day

To not at all; why did you betray

The trust I gave you; go the fuck away

You played me like a game of croquet

I called you loyal in my “Heartless” verse

But you’re not loyal, you’re a fuckin’ hearse

My corpse you carry around, yeah

Lately been feelin’ so down, yeah


[Hook]

I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t miss you

I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t love you

I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t want you

Honestly, I feel that I miss you

I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t miss you

I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t love you

I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t want you

Honestly, I feel that I miss you


[Verse 2]

Let me take it back all the way to the beginning

When I couldn’t go a single fuckin’ day without grinning

I wrote “Novocaine” and I felt like I was winning

Because life was going my way, no longer pinning

Pinning me up against a wall

Whenever it did, you’d break my fall

Break my fall into insanity

Now you treat me like I have vanity

You were there for me through my medical debacle

Lung collapsin’ twice; though nothing could topple

The happiness I felt when I was with you

No matter the amount of shit I went through

You stuck with me, but now you’re fuckin’ with me

Been spreadin’ all these motherfuckin’ lies about me

I just been spreadin’ the truth about you

I don’t know why I couldn’t live without you


[Hook]

I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t miss you

I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t love you

I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t want you

Honestly, I feel that I miss you

I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t miss you

I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t love you

I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t want you

Honestly, I feel that I miss you


[Verse 3]

I bought you that promise ring that you wanted

For our fuckin’ 6 month, all you did was flaunt it

Showed it off to every single fuckin’ person

But that’s what you told me; I don’t know for certain

You have a tendency to lie to me

And every single damn person that you meet

You fuckin’ made me feel elite

Even though I should’ve known that you would cheat

Especially since you sent me nudes

When you were dating your ex, you just fuck with dudes

Now I’m on that list of your body counts

And that list is extensive with a great amount

Sayin’ you moved on a month and a half ago

Before our 6 month; I’ve had an overflow

Of negative emotions and hatred towards you

I’ve just been doin’ my best to ignore you