Released on September 14, 2018

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[Verse 1: Kythre]

Yo, you don’t know how much you hurt me with those 5 simple words

Now I’m alert and crippled, because of some damn verbs

And blood trickled down my shirt and a bunch of other terms

To describe how you stabbed me in the back, you fuckin’ worm

And it pushed me past the breaking point when I fuckin’ discovered

That you’re in love with someone who graduated, I was unrecovered

From the previous blow you dealt to me, though I was keeping covered

With a mask to hide the pain, but now I’m uncovered

And I’m ready to show the world how much of a bitch you are

I curled up into a ball when you put a motherfucking scar

Right onto my back, and I’ll be honest, it was bizarre

Because you said you loved me, yet you played me like a damn guitar

And you had the audacity to apologize for hurting me

Even though you knew what you were doing, you were urging me

To do something to you, and I know you keep cursing me

Behind my fucking back, you keep fuckin’ hurting me

I’m really sick of your shit and all the fuckin’ lies you tell

You played with my fuckin’ heart, and think that all is swell

Well, I’m here to tell you that I’m not fucking well

Talking to you is like lifting a motherfucking barbell

With an obscene amount of weight on either fuckin’ end

I don’t know why I was keen to wait for you, now I gotta mend

My fuckin’ broken heart, and you treat me like dirt

And everytime I look at a pic of you, I get hurt


[Verse 2: Joseph Manuel]

No matter how much I say I won't trust nobody

I always put my trust in someone that'll try me

And I don't wanna live no more, and

I don't wanna live no more, but

I still keep trying, for people that care

I been asking "where the love?" cause it surely ain't there

I'm living in despair, in need of some repairs

And I know, I know, life won't ever be fair

Guess I learned some lessons, at such a young age

They come with all this shit that I can't maintain

And I have beat myself up so many times

And I can't get the balance that i'm tryna find

So I, make shit up and personify, it

I'm an ugly face but I try to disguise it

By laughing out loud, yeah like the rest do

But in my heart, there is still residue

From what's left from you

I tried to rescue you

I miss you greatly, I think you could care more

And I could care less

All these statements I wish I could declare more

I still wish I could care less

You were special, I knew that when I first texted

I was too blind, so I didn't get the message

You really thought of me, as someone to mess with?

That's kinda tough, so now you're getting desperate

Damn, and that's pretty desperate

But excuse my shit talking cause I fucking miss you

And I get I misused your trust

But you went and bruised my heart

Now i'm draining myself of my blood tissues

Foul mouth, sorry, just got some issues

Ain't been diagnosed

But your ass just went ghost

I never try to boast

But I, I, I don't know what to boast about

But I never tried to boast

So just remember that