[Verse 1: Kythre]
No matter what I do, nothing goes my way
At the end of the day I’m full of pain
I feel insane, I’m full of shame
This ain’t no game, I’m far from tame
Thoughts cross my mind, like “what if they hate me?”
Faintly, I want someone to debate me
And tell me the worth in livin’ my life
I’m not alright; I’m sick of my strife
Can’t take the pain no more (what?)
My tears always fall to the floor (damn)
My pain resides in my core (ay)
I’m feelin’ worse than before (yuh)
I wish upon a falling star
To figure out what my callings are
‘Cause lately I’ve been bawling hard
I guess that I’m the falling star
[Hook:XXXAZAZEL]
I don’t really wanna die
I don’t really wanna cry
But I feel like giving up
I’m the core of bad luck
And I can’t move, ‘cause I’m stuck
Show me where’s the love
[Post-Chorus: XXXAZAZEL]
‘Cause I’m holding on
Then I’m letting go
I can’t take this
I can’t take this no more
[Verse 2: Redza.]
I don't, really wanna, die
'Cause I'm afraid, there is none in the sky
Even the pain of this, would be better
But still, I'm, contemplating why
Like why, do I do what I do
Like why, do I just fall for you
Like why, do I just overthink
Like why, can't I just try to live
And lately, I have been missing your presence
I do not live in the present, always, think about the past
Laying in bed, wide awake, promise that I will not break
Trusting too soon, a mistake, why do I feel all this hate
I need to fix my mistakes, 'cause if I die, before I wake
I pray to lord my soul to take, I don't wanna live no more
I don't wanna live no more, I don't wanna be ignored
All these damn tears, I poured, what am I aiming towards
I don't even know no more, waking up, my body's sore
Cigarettes rot my core, what am I aiming for
What am I living for
[Hook: XXXAZAZEL]
I don’t really wanna die
I don’t really wanna cry
But I feel like giving up
I’m the core of bad luck
And I can’t move, ‘cause I’m stuck
Show me where’s the love
[Post-Chorus: XXXAZAZEL]
‘Cause I’m holding on
Then I’m letting go
I can’t take this
I can’t take this no more
[Verse 3: Rich Flame]
These are the words that I've kept so unspoken
I'm numb to the touch so my body is frozen
A heart full of love, now it's shattered and broken
I can not handle decisions I've chosen (no no)
Pain in my memory
Negative energy
Won't talk about it, I don't want your sympathy (bleh)
Disoriented, I don't know what's happening
Had a set back and I'll always be straggling (I’ll always be straggling)
Cycle of pain and it just repeats
Try to get up and I just get beat
I can't even stand on my own two feet
Pray for the day that I'm 6 feet deep (down under)
Nothing went right when you left to cheat (uh-uh)
Feels like my life is a long track meet (okay)
Cause I run from my problems like a straight athlete
I was slow, too slow, I accept defeat
Listen (okay)
My mental emotional state has been driven
I'm far from content with the way that I'm living
If I keep my ways then I know it's a given
That I'll end up dead cause my feelings are hidden
My head keeps on spinning, these visions are vivid
I do all this good but I feel like the villain
I've got a free spirit that's trapped in a prison
[Hook: XXXAZAZEL]
I don’t really wanna die
I don’t really wanna cry
But I feel like giving up
I’m the core of bad luck
And I can’t move, ‘cause I’m stuck
Show me where’s the love