[Verse 1]
All I do is sit around; slicin’ my wrist
With my fuckin’ house key, I tried to resist
Mind’s locked up, I’m a slave they insist
So I tried to release all the pain; it was bliss
I turned that lock and I opened the doors
The fact is I wasn’t hoping for more
When I stepped out I just looked at the floor
All the walls hadn’t changed; with the same locked door
I’m sick of fuckin’ feelin’ the way I feel
In person, all I fuckin’ do is conceal
My pain with a mask while my mind just reels
I’m done fuckin’ hiding though; I’ma reveal
The pain I feel I express in my music
Been stuck in a cycle of droppin’ my new shit
Gave trust to my ex and she just abused it
I found out she cheated and fuckin’ grew sick
[Bridge]
I just
Wanna disconnect
From the
Entire world
[Hook]
I just wanna disconnect from this fuckin’ life of mine
I just wanna disconnect from this fuckin’ life of mine
I just wanna disconnect from the entire world
I just wanna disconnect from the entire world
I just wanna disconnect from this fuckin’ life of mine
I just wanna disconnect from this fuckin’ life of mine
I just wanna disconnect from the entire world
I just wanna disconnect from the entire world
[Verse 2]
All I do is rap about heartbreak, uh
All I do is talk about how I’m a mistake
Talk about the pain I feel every day
Talk about how I’m so fuckin’ afraid
Fuckin’ afraid of my own thoughts
So I just sit around, smokin’ that pot
Ridding my mind of the pain that its wrought
No matter who finds me, I’m always so lost
Always so lost in this maze called life
Been feeling so tossed in this haze of mine
I’m insane with my gaze unlined
The pain can no longer phase my mind
Silent screams been fillin’ my brain
Been thinkin’ ‘bout my dreams while I try to retain
The pain and anger I feel every day
You were my anchor, but you went away
[Bridge]
I just
Wanna disconnect
From the
Entire world
[Hook]
I just wanna disconnect from this fuckin’ life of mine
I just wanna disconnect from this fuckin’ life of mine
I just wanna disconnect from the entire world
I just wanna disconnect from the entire world
I just wanna disconnect from this fuckin’ life of mine
I just wanna disconnect from this fuckin’ life of mine
I just wanna disconnect from the entire world
I just wanna disconnect from the entire world
[Verse 3]
All I do is sit around, feelin’ sorry for myself
All I do is sit around, fuckin’ up my goddamn health
Smokin’ on a blunt to get rid of my fuckin’ problems
Been feelin’ so shunned to the point where I’ve fallen
And shit went downhill when Opa left us
Cancer took his soul; how can you expect us
To get over this; you’re supposed to protect us
This is to you God; how can you bless us
With this perfect man and just take him away
And have him be in pain in his final days
He devoted his life to you; why did you repay
Him this way; all he did was obey
You and live by the word of your Bible
And since he’s been gone the world’s been my rival
I was begging for his fuckin’ survival
Now I wanna disconnect and that’s final
[Outro]
I just
Wanna disconnect
From the
Entire world