You were there when the sun hit the blinds

Now it’s dark and I’m losin’ my mind

Every call that I missed, every word I regret

Now I drown in the smoke, tryna make myself forget

Walkin’ down roads where we carved out our names

Now the signs all point to the weight of the shame

Tears don’t fall, they just rot in my chest

I been runnin’ from ghosts that don’t give me rest

Years go by, but you stay in my dreams

Still hear your voice when I’m caught in between

I numb the pain with the pills and thе drink

But you live in my blood every timе that I sink

Poppin’ two more just to slow the rewind

Face in the mirror don’t look like mine

Shadow in the corner been stalkin’ my steps

I can’t love nothin’, I ain’t got nothin’ left

Every night’s just a war with the past I betrayed

Every song that I write is a price that I pay

You ain’t here but the silence still screams your name

I been diggin’ my grave with the ink and the pain

Everyday still feel like the same, nothing gonna change, nothing gonna work out now, what am I gonna do without you now

Years go by, but you stay in my dreams

Still hear your voice when I’m caught in between

I numb the pain with the pills and the drink

But you live in my blood every time that I sink

You were there when the sun hit the blinds

Now it’s dark and I’m losin’ my mind

Every call that I missed, every word I regret

Now I drown in the smoke, tryna make myself forget

Walkin’ down roads where we carved out our names

Now the signs all point to the weight of the shame

Tears don’t fall, they just rot in my chest

I been runnin’ from ghosts that don’t give me rest