So, like, at the end of the day

As much as I wanted to just reach out

The fuck I look like

Hell no

Unh loving on people I never met

Thinking of things that I never said

Breaking my heart help me feel alive

Pushing it off cause I'm better dead

See, I made a mistake giving patience to you

Wasted my time, gotta hatred for you

Waste of my mind, what a waste of a view

Face in my mind, gotta brace for the truth

Cause I know you a liar, still who I desire

So how can I change that

Ask for your gracеs when I'm feeling vacant

And you say that you can arrange that

So I'm waiting, think to myself that was dumb of mе

Heart in my hand, all the pain only numbing me

Fuck all that bullshit you talking, It's none to me

Keeping me close, finding pleasure in shunning me

Funny your friends wanna fuck and you know this huh

But I had to pass that

I know everything and I still won't repeat it

Nah, cause y'all who I laugh at

You playing both sides and I'm loving it

Show your true colors and not just what's under it

Can't say it's storming without any thundering

This was a test you was taking, you flunking it

Depression and you my prescription

Tell me I need to get out of my feelings

Now you the hero, I guess I'm the villain

Cold as November, I guess I be chilling

Breaking your heart cause my heart needed healing

Came to an end, now it's at the beginning

Used to be friends, now I guess we pretending

Not understanding the message you sending

Now I'm loving on people I never met

Thinking of things that I never said

Wasting my time sitting here with you

Feeling alive but I'm better dead

Know if you want me, you got me

I guess that's the problem, too many thoughts in your head

But nah, I ain't waiting for you, would you wait for me too

Know the answer you never read

Said I had patience for you, now it's hatred for you

Broke your heart but you never bled

Bringing me down just to keep me around

Holding me back just to get ahead

See I made a mistake giving patience to you

Wasted my time, got a hatred for you

Wasting of my mind, what a waste of a view

Face in my mind, got a brace for the truth

Cause I know you a liar, still who I desire

So how can I change that

Ask for your graces when I'm feeling vacant

And you say that you can arrange that

So I'm waiting, think to myself that was dumb of me

Heart in my hand, all the pain only numbing me

Fuck all this bullshit you talking, it's none to me

Keeping me close, finding pleasure in shunning me huh