Another week

Look my mom don’t feel the greatest and honestly I’m getting worried

I'm not sure how much time we got left but I’m not far from thirty

I got no time visiting home I’m always in a hurry

But I’m never to busy to give a hug

My brother stressing her out and that comes up as a surprise

Cause we are both Aquarius but we don’t see eye to eye

He's my homie when he want, I know he gon ride

I just wonder if he sees me for the big brother side

Like thе way I see my sister people callеd us twins

I was Max and she was Ruby always getting in shit

I remember when she moved and got a husband and kids

Had everybody tryna make herself regret what she did, like

But shit they straight

Got kids and a dog and shit

It’s just me and my girl tryna live up to potential

We got love we got goals

We got damn near got all the essentials

But I can’t just sit and brag like we the shit inside a tissue

I just know what’s for the world and meant to stay confidential

The other week we talked about meditation and votes

Constellations and death like where do we even go

Big mansions and boats

How I’m gonna propose

When I’m the one with my nose all in a rose

I’m such a

I promised I wouldn’t talk though

But shit we straight

I miss my pops so fucking much the crazy part he not gone

He just a state away from us but that’s a thousand miles from home

Sometimes I blame my problems on him so my girl could leave me alone

But shit if I don’t get my act together what’s father like son

He taught me what he was taught

And I caught what I could catch

Like keep my head in these books

Don’t let them get too attached

I’m sure he could’ve taught me more if we had more time left

He only had 3 days every other week after school till we left

And came right back home to mom

She probably got us McDonald’s

We always lying on him talking bout how he ain’t fed us in hours

Those summer nights was the best

Felt like I had two homes

But that shit still had me stressed questioning why this feels wrong

I use to cling on to those moments when we switched between parents

Missed out on all the questions asked cause I was too busy staring

Hoping

My life would turn back sane

But shit I’m straight

Honestly, like we could end the session here

I'm good

[Outro: Franchika]

Well I hope that you continue to do the things that will progress you in life

Life gets hard then it gets easy then it gets hard

But it's all about how you deal with it

You're strong though

I know you can do this

I'm always here if you need me to talk about literally anything

I believe in you

Alright, uh

See you next week