losers bracket - Intellectual

[Intro]

I don't wanna—

Yeah, yeah, yeah

My closet too big, all my shit legit

I'm back in the city, I don't wanna take pics

Ten bands in a day, what you know about this?

I ask him how he ran off with his zip

My life so rare, but this shit still suck

That's why I told 'em I don't care about shit

When I lost Gavin, that shit real hurt

I don't wanna see none of my friends in a hearse

RIP Ban, I'm still on go

I don't really speak much 'cause I'm bad with my words

I'm doin' the least, think I'm 'bout to plateau

Self destruct, I'ma make this shit worse

It's a lot of shit I made worse, it's a lot of dues I paid first

It's a lot of times I can't sleep, I look in the mirror and then I can't eat

It's a lot of times I think too much, you askin' me why I can't speak

I be tryna forget evеrything I've seen, everything you told mе

I hate lookin' for advice, but I'm tryna figure out why I'm so weak

It's a lot of shit I did then, it's a lot of shit I can't say

I be way too stressed every single second, even on my best day

I'm back in D.C., tryna get my mind right, hit up SJ

I hate tryna talk, but I'm really still lookin' for my best way

Oh my gosh, still I can't get right up off the floor

Wish I still had a life like yours, I can't no more

Wish I could show you how shit's got me so remorsed

I wish I could, I really wish that I could do better

Got tears fallin' down my Yohji sweater

She wanna walk out the door, I'll let her

Can't send a text, what the fuck is a letter?

He bitin' my swag just to think he clever

Too many ties that I had to sever

You still wanna be cool, I'ma tell you never

I really wish that I could do better, ayy

Only nineteen, but I feel like a vet

Been in this shit since I was thirteen

I switched to Yasuyuki from the Vet

My brodie would tell me I'm livin' the dream

I'm doin' my worst, but I'm tryin' my best

If I lose my shit, I'm not tryna be mean

Tryna take care of everybody around me

I don't really give a lil' fuck about me

Phew, phew, phew (I don't really give a lil' fuck about me)

(I don't really give a lil' fuck about me)