When I Lost It

By Kur

Released on November 23, 2014

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[Intro: Submotion Orchestra]

Could it be you, calling me down

My foolish heart, turns out the stars

All that I am, is all that you see

You don't need nobody else

And you're putting this all on me

Forgetting that

There's no greater love, just open your eyes

Just hold out your hand, and place it in mine

Forever it's you, forever it's me

You don't need nobody else it's all yours but you fail to see


[Verse 1: Kur]

All I ever wanted was to see her smile

We fell of when she said, "We bout to have a child."

I'm still a child, I'm having doubts

I'm down and I'm out

How the fuck I'm gon' provide?

I should've never left

Should've been right by your side

What if I don't make it?

We'll call up friends, we'll call up family

We'll need more paper

Wish you had more patience

I was scared to tell my aunt, I hated those lectures

Plus she ain't know how that one night was so special, so precious

Fuck abortion, I wanted to kill the baby myself

Put some glass in your milk and have you coughing up blood

Asking for help, I'm all for myself

I was about to smoke wet because I thought it would help

And I almost cried when I wrote this shit

Wanted to die cuz I was broke as shit

You about to have a baby

I'm stressing like where my folks gon' live?

I ain't never want my child to have to go through shit

I always wanted us to have a bond

Cuz I ain't have one with my mom

And I ain't have one with my pop

I grew up and I seen a lot, ain't want my child to see it

Father figure don't know how to be it

How to be a man, I'm not a man, I don't know how to teach it

My ex girl cheated on me and she caught Herpes (Bitch!)

And it left her speechless

I'm just dropping a secret, I'm just guessing we're even

But if that shit was up to me man she wouldn't be breathin'

Believe me, It was so many nights was bout to rock myself

Wait, Shit, I had to stop myself

If I don't got nobody man I got myself

Nobody ever gave me shit, I had to grind myself

So get it aborted, cuz uh, we can't afford it

I ain't trynna give orders

We ain't ready for daughters, we ain't ready for sons

We living off quarters, uh, fuck unemployment

Damn, look how our joy went

After this song, you might look at me different

Lost connection plus the past are missing

You plus me equals forever I'm a mathematician

Just don't want us to make no bad decisions

After this song, you might look at me different

Lost connection plus the past are missing

You plus me equals forever I'm a mathematician

Just don't want us to make no bad decisions