[verse]
I wake before dawn, knuckles sore from the wall
Sweat on the floor, learned to stand when I fall
Training in shadows where nobody clap
Reps with the pain, put my soul on the mat
Every breath measured, every strike slow
Weak form shattered so the truth can show
I run till my lungs feel ready to quit
Then run some more, that’s where growth live
Bruises stack lessons deep in the skin
Lost every fight before learning to win
Muscle remember what fear tried to hide
Discipline built when the ego died
I train my balance on cracked-ass ground
If I can stand here, I won’t go down
Failures repeat till the message stick
You don’t skip steps, you earn that shit
Hands bleed knowledge, bones learn law
Strength ain’t loud, it’s the quiet jaw
I punch the dark till my doubts give way
Training ain’t glory, it’s debt I pay
One night the noise in my head get loud
All that motion break into a cloud
I sit still for once, no fists, no rage
Feel something shift inside the cage
Breath go deep like I fell through space
Old memories rush, I see my face
Not who I am but who I was
All that anger without a cause
Fear at the root, coiled and tight
I face it raw in the dead of night
Spine light up like a rising flame
Each block unlock with a flash of shame
Truth hit hard, ego scream
Identity rip at the fucking seams
I drown, I shake, I almost fold
Awakening cold, not bright or gold
Spirit crack open, pain rush in
That’s how rebirth really begin
I see myself clear, no mask, no lie
Power ain’t gifted, it’s paid in time
After the storm, I move different now
Same body, different vow
I sharpen focus, map the terrain
Study the enemy, study my pain
I don’t just train fists, I train delay
Timing kill quicker than strength anyway
Gear laid out, mind laid bare
Every weakness tagged and repaired
I rehearse failure so it don’t surprise
Picture worst-case behind my eyes
Meditation steady my pulse
Heart calm even when the stakes convulse
I write codes I refuse to break
Lines in my soul no fear can shake
If I rush now, I lose it all
Preparation mean learning to stall
Every move got intention behind
Weaponized body, disciplined mind
I ain’t eager, I ain’t loud
Confidence quiet, sharp, and proud
Then the moment come, air feel thin
No countdown, it just begin
Enemy step with a godlike grin
Pressure hit heavy, but I’m locked in
World fade out, breath stay slow
All that training start to flow
First clash shake the fucking ground
But my feet rooted, I don’t go down
Pain hit loud, I welcome it in
Old me panic - new me grin
I adapt mid-fight, switch my frame
Fire when needed, calm when I aim
Every strike clean, no wasted rage
I fight like I trained, page by page
Fear knock once, I don’t answer the door
I beat that demon long before
Blood on my lip, vision clear
I been ready for this right here
When it end, I’m still standing tall
Not ‘cause I’m chosen - I earned it all
Battle outside just proof I grew
Hardest war already through
No cheers, no light, just truth I see
Victory born from mastery