(Verse One)

Let's celebrate tonight, let’s throw a party

Look up at the sky and the night is starry

Let's go to my favorite place

An intimate crowd, a tight knit space

No one can throw it down in the way that we do

But now it doesn't feel the way it used to

Ten’s a party but then nine leave

And the quiet will never leave me be

(Pre Chorus)

Drinking alone

Smoking alone

Getting high alone

I'm so alone

(Chorus)

Three days later and I'm not sober

Four years later, I don't feel that I'm older

I sway to the beat of my own drum

These balloons have lost their helium

The party's long gone, but I'm still drinking

Just trying to ignore that I'm still sinking

I try to laugh and do a dance

Dance like I still stand a chance

(Verse Two)

I celebrate alone, not much of a party

Alone in a room, my ceiling isn’t starry

I’m here in my least favorite place

My mind is so far out in space

No one self destructs in the way that I do

Things aren't looking up the way they used to

The world’s scary now, I want to leave

And the quiet will never leave me be

(Pre Chorus)

Drinking alone

Smoking alone

Getting high alone

I'm so damn alone

(Chorus)

Two weeks later and I'm not sober

Four years later, I don't feel that I’m older

I sway to the beat of my own drum

These balloons have lost their helium

The party's long gone but I'm still drinking

Just trying to ignore that I'm still sinking

I try to laugh and do a dance

Dance like I still stand a chance

(Bridge)

Drink myself to death

So high there's nothing left of me

Drink myself to death

There's nothing left of me

(Chorus)

Seven months later, I wanna get sober

Maybe finally I wanna get older

Still sway to the beat of my own drum

Everyone come back, bring the helium

The party just started and I'm not drinking

Still a little worried that I'm still sinking

I laugh so hard while I do my dance

Maybe now I stand a chance