Released on February 14, 2020

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(Verse One)

No king zone, because i say so

But why do I say so, why do I say so

Because I’ve been done wrong so many times

Countless men crossing countless lines

I have every reason to build up my walls

But I never feel safe no matter how tall

In hopes of my building it might change my stance

But I’m not sure if I should leave that to chance

(Pre Chorus)

Blocking every man out, blocking every man out

Don’t wanna hear the good that comes out of their mouths

Because my mind twists words into numerous shapes

If I let it bother me, I fixate for days

I can’t get distracted because I cannot afford to

I don’t wanna do anything that I cannot undo

The last thing I can deal with is another broken heart

That is the main reason I’m not letting down my guard

(Chorus)

I’m sorry I’m so guarded

My heart is still in shards, yeah

Never take my guard down

Won’t give away what’s left of my crown

I’m sorry I’m so guarded

I’m more than brokenhearted

Never take my guard down

Never in this city of clowns

(Verse Two)

Only queens around here, I feel safer this way

But am I really safe? Am I really safe?

People either love me or they want me in the ground

It’s best I just say silent, I will not make a sound

No witnesses around, nobody should see this

In any sense of casualty, I would never be missed

Because no one is constant, life a revolving door

I can never blame them if they can’t take it anymore

(Pre Chorus)

Blocking every man out, blocking every man out

Don’t wanna hear the good that comes out of their mouths

Because my mind twists words into numerous shapes

If I let it bother me I can fixate for days

I can’t get distracted because I cannot afford to

I don’t wanna do anything that I cannot undo

The last thing I can deal with is another broken heart

That is the main reason I’m not letting down my guard

(Chorus)

I’m sorry I’m so guarded

My heart is still in shards, yeah

Never take my guard down

Won’t give away what’s left of my crown

I’m sorry I’m so guarded

I’m more than brokenhearted

Never take my guard down

Never in this city of clowns

(Bridge)

Oh why do I do this, why do I do this

How did I let my life end up just like this

I went and drained any ounce left of hope

I’m sick as they come now, I don’t know how to cope

I ask why am I like this, why am I like this

The waste of the earth, the broken bottles and pissed

Off at myself and I can never catch a break

So I wait for my death cuz I cannot carry this weight