Released on November 16, 2018

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(Verse One)

Each person is a stepping stone

Some are rough or make you slip

But in the end it’s still a rock

And at your soul they take a chip

I don’t like painting people blame

But it sparks comfort in my brain

Your name is sin I scream in vain

But never eases any pain

You did me wrong and wounds remain

Some are scars, some yet to scab

You left your mark, went out the door

Some paper cuts, some vicious stabs

There are some times I crave your touch

I used the past, a jagged crutch

The pain you caused it meant so much

I don’t know why it’s what I clutch

(Pre Chorus 1)

I let you in, you made a mess

You gripped onto my weaknesses

I fell through every single trap

Still vision every moment back

I cannot look into a mirror

Without feeling the guilt and fear

I had a soul, one I could sell

You took it with you straight to hell

(Chorus 1)

Humans want people not pieces

Once you’re so broken your value decreases

Now you’re just a pile of pieces

Now no one will want, oh no one will want you

You’re gonna be alone on your deathbed

For all of the hell that you drilled in my head

You’re gonna be alone on your deathbed

With your heart so hollow, you’ll be so lonely

(Verse Two)

Hate is such a bitter taste

It makes me want to slice my tongue

This world will have you bathe in it

It’s imprinted when we are young

Nine months in a sheltered space

You come out and the air is cold

Then raised to turn against yourself

And always do what you are told

When people start to break you down

You say you cannot handle this

They say it’s fine and shut your mouth

And tell you that’s the way it is

I look around this empty room

And realize what I have done

I pushed the world out of my way

And now i’m staring at the gun

(Pre Chorus 2)

I closed you out, it’s all my fault

And all my wounds are filled with salt

I push myself through every trap

Still vision every moment back

I cannot look into my eyes

I still hear my oldest cries

I had a soul, not left to sell

So now I’m going straight to hell

(Chorus 2)

Humans want people not pieces

Once I’m so broken my value decreases

Now I’m just a pile of pieces

Now no one will want, oh no one will want me

I’m gonna be alone on my deathbed

For all the unholiest things that I said

I’m gonna be alone on my deathbed

With my heart so hollow, I’ll be so lonely

(Bridge)

I’m gonna be alone on my deathbed

I pushed you away and regret what I said

I’m ready to go far away now

The one place you go that you cannot be found

There’s only so much hate I can give

I could repeat but that’s a shit way to live

I’ve pushed out the world for the last time

Don’t cry when I’m gone 'cuz I’m not worth a dime

I blame not one soul for my trauma

I used it as weight for building my armor

I’m tying my gear to my person

Make sure when I sink that it is for certain

My toes slowly dip in the water

I wonder if i could have been a better daughter

I lay flat to quiet my head

And here I am alone on my deathbed

(Outro)

I am alone

I’m so fucking alone

I did this to myself

I fucking did this to myself

I’m going straight to hell

Alone