Inside Thoughts

By Kristan

Released on October 30, 2020

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Yo

Kage

How many

Days of quarantine can I handle

How many more handles I need to time travel

Fire alarms scream, there's weed in my candle

Anxiety crescendo like strings in my samples

But I ain't lying on my back yet

My worth is in my work, ain't scared of getting my back wet

Stay away from news, there's too many to fact check

One day we're cured, the next we all Aztecs

I'm blessed to be living off of fat checks

The skinny is my fat neck, ain't getting dis-attached yet

Evеn headless, I be rolling with thе bad hits

Redirect the lightning toward a different address

Dreamin reckless, I be horny with some actresses

Eva Mendes and me rolling in the mattress

Even then, I need a friend to hold me with some bad sex

Then hoe me do some damage, solely for distraction

Heh

This been making change in me

The dollars I ain't spending, they make me think

Will isolating me change the way he bleeds

Go from O type to AB to ABB

For ABGs to whisk me to Henny Heaven in peace

Where we be getting frisky like reverends and police

Ketamine for medicine, feign my level of melanin

I'm Kevin Nguyen, say goodbye to Kristan Ortiz

And that's some shade, but no hating

Like small palm trees on beaches while earth quaking

I'm just saying, if I'm changing

Might as well do it with women and beats banging

So that's a wrap, I'll get my ears pierced

Dragon sleeve, make this baby face appear fierce

And if I want some neck, I'll forget I work in tech

Flash this fake Patek, no time for the real deal

But enough of my back and forth tennis game with depression

Food is love so I got the 40 to help me skip seconds

I been thinking bout Texas

The home I left in December

When I go prodigal, will the Alamo be there to remember

They prepared for the embers

Then they said "Let it burn"

They ushered the flames in, let em loose, and then turned

The moment they opened it up to let some new life in

These fuckers said "fuck economy"

Went straight to the island

So bye bye Galveston

Love Karen, Chad, and them

Savages, leave my home more crippled than Abbott is

More ripples then splashes then

Tidal wave corona to spill

Over my friends and family and engulf em

And best believe that I'm choking over these words as I wrote em

Cause I'm Jonah

Let the loneliness swallow me whole and no check

Bi-week or stimulus can stimulate the impetus

To minimize the damage from all of these fuckin images

But I'm trying to empathize with the working class

Income nil, everything they built to the dirt and grass

They don't wanna get the sack

To their livelihoods they go running back

Tryna keep what they have

They risk everything that they're gonna have

I'm hoping they get their money back

I'm hoping that the world can get some funny back

I'm tired, please don't wake me

I'mma fall asleep on my keyboard

Name Elon's baby