Helpless

By Koshi

Released on September 18, 2020

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[Intro]

My energy lightin' matches

Ten years I ain't ever had a twin match it

Promo all you want but it won't matter

Blunt smoke in the cold 'til I fall backwards

Say Less, 'cause when I talk feel like Roy backwoods

I ain't never had to fold like a petty rapper

They been pourin White Claws into wine glasses and I hope that they ain't catch it


[Verse 1]

You're surrounded

Baby, there's no way around it

Say you don't know me, I doubt it

But I'll tell them what you won't

I been fine since you been gone

Twin Glocks at a twin flame on a cop car

She's off Henny and the gas, call it "crossfire"

Shawty a live bomb I clipped the wrong wire

He know it too and he still clippin' wrong wires

I'd bring it back for another, but I know I was good to her

She belong to the gutter, yeah, the streets too good for her

Too much weight on my back, I can't save her

You only get one chance It's No Laters

We know you don't act right and he can't fight

She knows I don't believe in livin' a "half-life"

I know 'bout everything you was doin' last night

Please don't throw any spells on me 'fore I cast mine

Nowadays I'm never wrong but I feel it'd be better

And what you considered songs I consider a letter

If you know me you know I'm calm like a drop of the feather

But if you try to change ways better stay with Berettas

And I got Louis on the pants CDG on the sweater

We could've done it together but you told me "whatever."

This time's for the ties I officially severed


[Bridge]

They wanna stop my heartbeat 'cause I'm doin it better

Why the fuck they wanna stop me? I'm just doin it better

Try to say that you "forgot me", you could never do better

If you try to get me lined B this is chess it ain't checkers

If you would've seen what I've seen you'd have plenty vendettas on bitches

And when I say that hope you know I'm not talkin' 'bout women

Every fucking thing that you've done to me, back with interest

I can't be the one off the market scratchin' backs when it itches

'Cause you're the one that's holdin' me back and It's more than a prison


[Verse 2]

3 states apart this shit is not metric

I guess you left this town I hope you got the message

'Cause you can't bury an answer just to avoid a question

I've gotten sick of you not helpin' when I'm feelin' less than

And to be honest you're the reason I been feelin' helpless

Used my heart as a weapon and then you ran to Texas

Fuck your filter you can hear the truth in every sentence

When you back in the city you won't have what you left with


[Outro]

Since it happened I still wish you the best

'Cause every lie you end up tellin' me aligns with a pen

Put all my pain into these melodies you left in my head

Pay no attention to that hoodie that you left in my bed

Before you tell him you love him and end up leavin' instead

Just think about how it feels to feel like you less than a man

'Cause you was sure to let him hit it 'cause a drink's in his hand

I seen your comments in June, I knew a month in advance, damn