[Verse]

And I don't think I can help it

How the fuck I'm less of myself so I'm considered "self-ish"

When I don't do shit for myself too humbled and selfless

Skatin' through a city I hate with it all but a helmet

No rules for livin' my life or an equal suggestion

Who you? too much to lose so I'm not tuckin' no Wesson

Ain't provin' nothin' to you but who the fuck is you pressin'?

My brothers take care of it I don't got time for a test

I'm out here teachin' lessons to kids feelin' more than depressed

Thought my life was a scantron started forgettin' that lead

'Cause I'm more of a hands-on I'll brеak yo jaw back instead

Sick of writing you sad songs 'cause you don't know me but

You told mе "I never said I loved you" I found that amusin'

When you said it yo nails was in my back but a knife's what you used and this intuition shit's forever and always nuisance

Wish I was fine 'cause I can't live with emotional blueprints

And I could say I fuckin' hate you when the sky isn't blue and

Write about the story of your lies and how it turned us to ruins

The hardest lesson that we face is that everyone's human

So you have to trust to be betrayed and I'm glad I ain't do it

But I guess we finally ended

You said the only way to keep you was if you get let in

Hard for me to speak when you been cursed with a head as this cryptic

"Askin' what was wrong was probably somethin' that wasn't gon' fix it"

I fell to pieces in that room when I saw that you sent it

My hearts a fortress with a camera at every entrance

I tried to tell you 'bout my illness yo energy shifted

You said you feel you "didn't know me" I guess you should listen

To every song I bodied on this album because of your presence

[Outro]

When I think about you I throw up

Dead in my mind here lies *Beep* and Lotus

Ran a thousand miles and you still givin' no fucks

I don't think you heard every line about you I wrote up but

Keep livin' life fast never slow up

We been at the top of the hill now they know us

This ain't even hot as it gets, yeah I'm frozen

I'm about my dead presidents get your dough up