What's your trouble?

- I can't stand seeing people killed

Did you see people killed?

- Lots of them

What does that do to you?

- I broke down

We'd take the fellas out, the horrible things that they had

Bodies exposed, faces gone, trying to hold their guts together

It was a killing field

I worked on a soldier once who was just shot in the face

I saw hundreds of dead men

This pocket knife was used to stab himself in the face

I've seen babies that where decapitated

Then my eyes rested on what was left of the boy

The blood pumping out of his body like red water from an overturned bucket

PTSD

It just goes inside, you can't get it out

I would say that nobody is really unscathed unless you have no compassion for human life

It's not just the soldier that's in combat that comes down with PTSD, it is the entire family

The idea that somehow you are a weaker person

Because you've seen something that no human being

Should ever have to see, that causes an injury as serious as, losing an arm or a leg, is hard for some people to accept

I've done some terrible terrible things and then some people say 'You just have to get over it'

You know what? You do the things I've done

And you try to get over it

It's easy to say get over it, those are just words

And then they say 'you where just doing your job'

So my job is to basically kill people?! How's that doing my job?!

I have seen what humanity can do

I have seen humanity at its worst