I'm afflicted with nothing but myself

Now I'm feeding my bed bucks again and again

Paralysed by thoughts of lead deep within

How much of my time did I spend like this

Could I have one of these wasted days back again

Shadow without a man where is the rest of me

A vast surging ocean - as deep and wide as my soul

I'm descending deeper - living there apnoe

Black-eyed girls, ghosts from the past they keep on pursuing me

Now and then visit me - gently kill in my dreams

There are faces that make me go insane

There is a life I never had

All the lies I told myself

Broke the will to defeat the enemy deep within

All my personal demons appear again

As she talks with a voice that I cannot resist

Trapping misleading it's taking the best of me

The greatest of all fears is laying her arms around me

My save home taken away there is no more place to be

Still I feel the warmth of the sun deep within me tonight

But it can't ease the pain it can't melt the ice inside

Thoughts run amok deep within myself

I'm on my way straight into nothingness

I've been waiting, hesitating wasting too much time

Black-eyed girls, ghosts from the past they keep on pursuing me

Now and then visit me kill me softly in my dreams

You are my destination