This Loss - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Itty-bitty, oh so pretty as I watch myself break down

Satisfying, as l'm crying, watch the vomit hit the ground

I am just a shadow of the man I once used to be

Everything I ever loved is always taken back from me

The feeling of this loss keeps creeping

Ingesting any joy that I might find

It’s tearing at my heart (It's killing me)

It's robbing me of something I once

Had to take it, now I hate it, it won’t ever stop

I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it

There's nothing like the sound of screaming, looping up all in my mind

Horrid pictures of the past invading my pineal high

I am just a shadow of the man I once used to be

Everything I ever loved is always taken back from me

Always taken back from me

The feeling of this loss keeps creeping

Ingesting any joy that I might find

It's tearing at my heart (It's killing me)

It's robbing me of something I once

Had to take it, now I hate it, it won't ever stop

This is plain to see

Been holding on too long to this tragedy

And it's time to be free

To understand what this path's laid out for me

So here I am again

Happiness is a club I’ll never be in

I’ll never be in, I'll never get in, I’ll never get in

Never get in

The feeling of this loss keeps creeping

Ingesting any joy that I might find

It's tearing at my heart (It's killing me)

It's robbing me of something I once

Had to take it, now I hate it, it won’t ever stop

I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it

I wanna take it back, I wanna take it back

I wanna take it back, take it back, take it back