Need To - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I, I am confused, fighting myself

Wanting to give in, needing your help

Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch

Outside, don't know you, but inside, I'm fucked

Can you see it in me? Skin cold from touch

Each day confronted with what I have done

You pull me closer, I push you away

You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain

I hate you

(Why are you taken?)

I love you

(Why do I feel so helpless?)

Why's it you

(Ripping my insides each time I'm here with you?)

(Why do I cry?)

(Why do I really need to?)

(Why?)

Why?

Fuck you, bitch

Need to

Fuck

I hate you

(Why are you taken?)

I loved you

(I feel so helpless)

Why's it you

(Ripping my insides each time I'm with you?)

(Why do I try?)

(Why do I) Fucking need to

Fuck

Slut