[Chorus]

Tears in my eyes as I write this song (Song)

I don't even know if I’ma make it back home (Home)

Lately I been second-guessing all my moves

Though I don't admit it, really miss my Mom (Mom)

Lotta people questioning this path I'm on (On)

Off the drugs I get up in the booth I’m gone (Gone)

Struggling a lot but I just keep my cool

Tell them that I'm fine, knowing well I'm not (Not)

[Verse 1]

I deal with a lot, I've been gone off the pot

Not a day that goes by that I don't think of my Pops

They'd rather hear me pop shit than hear me speak of my truth

But I ain't finna talk ‘bout jewels like it's something I got

Though it’s all that I drop

They’d rather listen to that fake shit

Killing all these tracks, now I'm running outta patience

I’ve been looking up to God asking if I'd make it

All about the logic, dropping cues to what that bass is

Been afraid to face it, wonder what my fate is

Tussling with faith, at times it feel like God is faceless

Am I on his wait list, will he show His Greatness

Losing hope in love, kinda feel I'm on his hate list

[Chorus]

Tears in my eyes as I write this song (Song)

I don't even know if I’ma make it back home (Home)

Lately I been second-guessing all my moves

Though I don't admit it, really miss my Mom (Mom)

Lotta people questioning this path I'm on (On)

Off the drugs I get up in the booth I'm gone (Gone)

Struggling a lot but I just keep my cool

Tell them that I'm fine, knowing well I'm not (Not)

[Verse 2]

Who am I if I ain't true to myself?

All the times that I belittled myself

Pull up with the bars, the only time they hitting my cell

If it wasn't for the raps, might not believe in myself, uh

I been in and outta love, left a hole inside my heart

Had to bring this to the light, my thoughts they keep on getting dark

Hope you put this in your carts, I'm just tryna play my part

Telling stories ‘bout my life with flows that'll flood up Noah's Ark

This is all I know, all I know

Tryna feed my family before I go

Kicking all these raps just to reach my goals

Music is the only the only thing that feeds my soul

Yeah I know I'm not the only one

I been tryna get a grip, tryna be a Obi-Wan

I'm my father's only son

Settling my debts, I ain't tryna hear you owe me one

Still I'm showing love to those that showed me none

If I did it then I had to, shouts to my platoon

If you wish me blessings then I wish it right back atchu

If you ever had my back then you should know I gotchu

It ain't nothing, that's just what the real do

[Chorus]

Tears in my eyes as I write this song (Song)

I don't even know if I'ma make it back home (Home)

Lately I been second-guessing all my moves

Though I don't admit it, really miss my Mom (Mom)

Lotta people questioning this path I'm on (On)

Off the drugs I get up in the booth I'm gone (Gone)

Struggling a lot but I just keep my cool

Tell them that I'm fine, knowing well I'm not (Not)