Released on November 18, 2019

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[Verse 1]

Losing my step

Like I'm losing my senses

And I feel so defenseless again

Holding my breath

But I’m tired of waiting

And still suffocating

Fear I'm losing my grip

But I feel so pathetic

And I just don't regret it, I am

Out of my head

And I’m helpless to stop it

'Cause I'm so fucking toxic, toxic


[Chorus]

And I feel I am losing my mind

And I promise I am not alright

I am awake and sick of it

I am awake, awake again


[Verse 2]

Think I'm losing this fight

'Cause these words are so empty

And it's all just so tempting

I'm sick of missing my time

'Cause I’m feeling so nervous

Like I’m so fucking worthless, worthless


[Chorus]

And I feel I am losing my mind

And I promise I am not alright

I am awake and sick of it

I am awake, awake again


[Bridge]

And I'm broken

Yeah, I’m broken now

I just gotta get out


[Chorus]

And I feel I am losing my mind

And I promise you I am not alright

'Cause I am awake and so sick of it

I am awake, awake again