Released on March 4, 2019

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[Intro]

*unintelligible voice*

"I- I don't know, I wouldn't know how to explain it."

*unintelligible voice*

"No, no I wouldn't call it that. It's- it's like that but much worst

A lot worse... and so..."


[Chorus]

I just really want, to be alone

If it's me ya call, you get a tone

I don't wanna talk, to hear some bull-

Shit and so I thought you need to know

I just really want, to be alone

If it's me ya call, you get a tone

I don't wanna talk, to hear some bull-

Shit and so I thought you need to know


[Verse 1]

Had a bad day, 'least I can say

That I've have faced past date

That were like a ashtray, nasty

Sicker than the black plague and hey

Even had a 24 that I thought was my last day

That's great

But if ya had the facts straight

You would see there is no peace for thinkin' that way

Just because that life is tough don't mean it can't change

But I'd pass before I'm trapped in that exact same damn place

Feels like I'm in a grand maze

Cause I'm lost then I'm gone without a dang trace

Only thoughts are the wrongs that I have made

So I jot get a song out a blank page

That way I can get the past pain on another track and

Maybe get it pass me like I wasn't rushing but I'm stuck up in the fast lane

I have to learn, to trash it first, or crash and burn like jacked planes

This a fact

Why I'm feelin sad is my life didn't have what I tried gettin at

Think I'm livin in the past 'cause

My mind wish I had a flyin time machine that supplied my other chance

To run it back to a time where I was fine and wasn't sad

But I can't 'cause when time is gone it's never comin' back

Plus I am so tired of this shit would really love a nap

Can't wait for my funeral at least there will be fun in that

This is what I'm thinkin of when I'm alone

Already felt that I was always on my own

Don't get to see somebody's face when I get home

So there's really nothing that's more suiting than to write this song

It's just I think I figured something out

People play you for a fool like ya was a clown

Man even those I've trusted left me with a frown

But I know for certain that music will never let me down

What dismay caused by others fucking me

Over like I was their dame

But y'all need to get something straight

Nothin' makes me more angry than knowin' I just got played

I don't care bout what say y'all need to go the fuck away

Might come off as kinda rude

But I'm bein' honest to all of you

When I say I'm gettin' sick of what cha do

Wasn't coo'

The way you treated me now all I want is to

Be in peace not deep in grief so leave me be in solitude

'Cause...


[Chorus]

I just really want, to be alone

If it's me ya call, you get a tone

I don't wanna talk, to hear some bull-

Shit and so I thought you need to know

I just really want, to be alone

If it's me ya call, you get a tone

I don't wanna talk, to hear some bull-

Shit and so I thought you need to know


[Verse 2]

I'm feelin' down so I guess there's nothin' up with me

What cha get is what cha see

A mopey fuck who loves to be

Lonely 'cause a bunch of grief

Showed me what I want to be

Only talk that's from my peps

"Is Kodey's such a bummer, see what I mean?

He gets back home and doesn't leave

Acts like that his cocoon it's really buggin me."

I don't need your sympathy why can't you fucking see?

I'm in misery but here's the thing

I don't love company

But it me so there's no need to get offended

It's a blessin' every time i get a second on my own

Doesn't need to be the 4th to celebrate my independence

It's depressin'. Many nights I get in bed then all my woes

Start to go through my dome

Contemplating do's and don'ts

Nothin' to unusual for me. But I want you to know

It's not like all I do is moan bbout how life is cruel. It's mo'

Humans go acts stupid so most things I'd rather do alone

I can't pretend this is better that I am

All alone but I prefer this over having crappy friend (Hah)

Matter fact, they're suppose to have yer back

But instead they stabbed me there the second that they had the chance

At it's best I'll take it as a life lesson

Next time I'll keep my distance

But don't think I am the type that just gripes with a

Quite bitter mind set because pressure from life is on always just like my get up

And I know this feelin' isn't gonna last

But only thing that I expect is somethin' bad

Because of all the shit that's happened from my past

I wish I could take back every single mistake but I can't

If you wanna try to cheer me up don't bother

I doubt that's gonna happen like a cold summer

Feel like Frankenstein because I'm like no other

I've been called a monster even been betrayed by my own father

That is it

No more trusting bastard pricks

All the bullshit has to end somewhere but I still can't pretend

That this shit gonna happen over night but after it's

Over with I will laugh a bit but right now life's disastrous

Reason for my somber mood

I have barely gotten through all the new

Problems in my life. I don't know what to do

Honest truth I don't think I have 99 still got a few

Seems to me I need some peace so leave me be in solitude


[Chorus]

I just really want, to be alone

If it's me ya call, you get a tone

I don't wanna talk, to hear some bull-

Shit and so I thought you need to know

I just really want, to be alone

If it's me ya call, you get a tone

I don't wanna talk, to hear some bull-

Shit and so I thought you need to know


[Outro]

*unintelligible voice*