[Verse]

Falling in love was hard

Falling outta it was harder

Whole time I was searching for something

I shoulda been searching to be smarter

But you're so far now

Can't believe you're gone now

Its so hard now

Not all the time but you know what I mean

Quick to burn it all with the kerosene

Can't believe that I failed to see

Against the world, just you and me

But now shits hitting me differently

Late epiphany, speaking in hindsight

Get my mind right, that's why i write

Just to highlight, the fucked up shit

That i might, commit to

Whats a kid do

When he's searching for an identity

But everyone's an enemy

Everything's in front of me

Everybody's fronting me

No one's a friend to me

Nobody's mending me

Everyone's letting me

Be the thing that's ending me

So desperately

Im asking

Im tryna avoid it

But you just appointed

Somebody else to try and replace me

Somebody else to try and erase me

[Interlude]

8x bars instrumental

[Verse]

It's not fair

Look over my shoulder, and you're not there

World's getting colder, but I don't care

Just wanna hold her, I swear, I stare... at

All of the burning memories

All of the burning melodies

All of the burning jealousies

All of the burning remedies

They don't work

They just hurt

It all sucks

It all fucks

Up at the end of the day

I'm left with less words to say

I don't know if i can go through

With half the shit I said I'm gon' do

Lack of motivation with high deprivation

My isolation led to high contemplation

And I'm back here again

With nothing but pain

Singing vodka and tequila

Like I'm ever gonna see ya

Never again

And that's the reality

Hope you're not still mad at me

God I fucked the masterpiece

Light it up with the gasoline

But who's waiting for ya

I'm still breaking for ya

You know I still adore ya

Wish I never saw ya

That day when I was walking home

Saw all of ya and I felt more alone

It hurt me, hurt me hard

But I can't fall that far

I got nothing to say

I watched 'em all ember away