[Verse 1]
My soul touch the earth beneath the sidewalk
The city is mine this shit is my block
I know you’ll always love me
Cause of how I talk
Writing bars give me something to keep my mind off
I heard your blood run cold now
I could feel you creeping thru my hometown
You my baby you used to be my soul-child
-I told you I’d be better off on my own now
Can’t sleep when I close my eyelids
Envision we on islands
You killing me with your kindness
I lost everything I had
In the months of coronavirus
Told me that our love was timeless
You could never say I didn’t try
Heart broke on the westside
Got me flying back to Bed-Stuy
Feel your shadow by my bedside
And ever since you left know I been out my mind
Keep me up until the sunrise
Baby tell me where our love died
Miss your body like the summertime
Tonight its getting harder to keep you out my mind
And now I don’t wanna live at all
Stole my heart from me like a criminal
How someone you love could make you miserable
Why’d you have to make this shit so difficult
[Chorus]
So many things that I wish that we didn’t do
I’m losing blood baby tell me it isn’t true
Know it hurt too bad to tell you I’m missing you
So tonight is the night I’m forgetting you
I see your ghost in the kitchen
The living room
Guess its too easy for my mind still to picture you
Hearing voices in my head I won’t listen to
-Cus tonight is the night I’m forgetting you
[Verse 2]
I’m not perfect
My spirit is nocturnal
And I was given this work to do
Really its not personal
When you start to make unfortunate decisions
For the sake of your relationship distort your inner visions
Cannot will myself to ignorance to glorify tradition
And of course I felt conflicted
Feeling forced to be Christian
I’m a source of modern wisdom
I was born to see it different
I let god come through me
Cus the music’s my religion
It got me talking to myself again
Tell me that you worried bout my mental health again
I don’t like people so its rare for me to let em in
An artist or a narcissist
Addicted to his suffering
And now I don’t wanna live at all
Stole my heart from me like a criminal
How someone you love could make you miserable
Why’d you have to make this shit so difficult
[Chorus]
So many things that I wish that we didn’t do
I’m losing blood baby tell me it isn’t true
Know it hurt too bad to tell you I’m missing you
So tonight is the night I’m forgetting you
See your ghost in the kitchen
The living room
Guess its too easy for my mind still to picture you
Hearing voices in my head I won’t listen to
Cus tonight is the night I’m forgetting you
[Verse 3]
Walk the road when it’s jet black
Chasing after time that
I can never get back
If it gets you hi then I could sell it
Ketamine queens who
Fiend for Psychedelics
Lost in the city of lights
Where Life’s embellished
Kicking it with bitches
And Knowing you might get jealous
Wanna be pop stars
Dancing with the devil
Dreams in yo hands
With no plans to settle
Way before the fame and the vanity
Bad boy wit the Kane like danity
Talking shit but you’ll
Always be a fan of me
Keep it cool
Bitch don’t make me use profanity
Kept it moving on the eastside
No time for the reply
Wide awake but I seem tired
Lose your love -fore
I ever let the dream die