Released on July 6, 2019

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[Verse 1]

Look into the past, and all that we find is

What we wanna see, is what we decided

Chisel myself the life that I wanna

Wantin' to cry, yes, over and over

Say what you want, but hey, you're not me

And someone may know what I should really be

So, one's a bit sad and one's a bit small

[?] times we choose to remember


[Chorus]

Life is not a knot

And, you will know when you've been fried

And, but the truth is not so scary

Won't we see?

I will not alarm you

But reality will scar you

We will make it out, now, okay

Yeah, so safe and free


[Verse 2]

Cut a bit of waste, and overcompensating

Sayin' things are pointless, yeah, so edgy


[?]

'Cause, stuff that ain't there is stuff that ain't winnin'

[?] a moment to something

Wait, now it's gone, my days are disgusting

No one say shit so close to my face

Don't tell me lies, you're telling me nothing


[Chorus]

Sayin' I'm not eager

It's a [?] it's not a fever

It's a dream of mine to sleep

A sudden moment of amnesia(?)

Forget just what I said

I won't know until I'm dead

I won't keep it in my head

And there's numbers in this future baby


[Bridge]

I know I shouldn't

I want to feel better

All the solutions

You know that I want ya

(But) I keep forgetting

How I'm stayin' happy

Takes another pill now

Take another pill for me


[Verse 3]

Yeah, but now it's a bottle of surprise

It's a mix of hard liquor and contemplating lies

Are we all so fancy, together and Nancy

All so functioning

Never gonna find a better way to lose [?]

[?] makes, I wanna make a living

Wait I understand, but I cannot command

There's a bad proposition to make some money


[Chorus 2]

Drinkin', yes I wants a

It's a night o' stupid shit but

But I know, the day right after

I'ma feelin' pretty [?]

It's a question if I can

But I know that if I plan

I was tryna' be a man

So I'm keepin' it in


[Instrumental]


[Bridge]

I know I shouldn't

I want to feel better

All the solutions

You know that I want ya

(But) I keep forgetting

How I'm stayin' happy

Takes another pill now

Take another pill for me


[Chorus]

I know I shouldn't

I want to feel better

All the solutions

You know that I want ya

I keep forgetting

How I'm stayin' happy

Takes another pill now

Take another pill for me