[Chorus:]

Yeah

Load it up

Get me right

Got a story

You would like

Lend a ear

If you might

If you can't

Its iight

Every night

In a fight

With myself

Scary sight

Broke my heart

A million times

Pour the pain

In the mic

[Verse 1:]

I got tears rolling down on my face

I look up and i ask him for grace

Ain’t no weight on my back i can't face

Only L that i took was a Lace

What i know now i should've knew then

Lets be real man they wasn’t my friends

All I'm asking for is me a break

All I'm asking for is me a change

Bet you didn't know i don't feel enough

Bet you didn't know i wanna give up

Im a nurse so you know whats up

Im the true definition of scrub

All i ever wanted was some love

But i guess I'm just asking for much

I can't live if I’m living a lie

I can’t live if they want me to die

[Chorus:]

Yeah

Load it up

Get me right

Got a story

You would like

Lend a ear

If you might

If you can't

Its iight

Every night

In a fight

With myself

Scary sight

Broke my heart

A million times

Pour the pain

In the mic

[Verse 2:]

Batter up man I’m back at the plate

Man i should've went pro outta state

Without pushing out all the hate

But i know that carry traits

Lets be real cause I'm real not fake

Holy spirit in my DNA

Bible wit me you know it get tricky

I can T-up real quick and get trippie

Lately i just all alone

I don't even feel right in my home

I feel like my time is up

I feel like my time is gone

Mental illness is hard to break

My mind in a different state

I see thangs in a different way

All i can do is pray

[Chorus:]

Yeah

Load it up

Get me right

Got a story

You would like

Lend a ear

If you might

If you can’t

Its iight

Every night

In a fight

With myself

Scary sight

Broke my heart

A million times

Pour the pain

In the mic

[Chorus:]

Yeah

Load it up

Get me right

Got a story

You would like

Lend a ear

If you might

If you can't

Its iight

Every night

In a fight

With myself

Scary sight

Broke my heart

A million times

Pour the pain

In the mic