INSIDE - Intellectual

[Verse 1: Kmac2021]

I've been hiding an illness

This pain that won't go away

I've been making excuses

To stay inside all day

In the rush of fleeting youth

An illness blocks my view

A damning leash to bind

A weak and fragile mind

I've been lying to loved ones

Convincing them I'm okay

I've been drawing red lines

On my skin to measure the hate

Inside

To be young in life is simply a curse

And as you get older, it only gets worse

Your life seems to go at a blink of an eye

You'll wake every morning wishing to die

On my knees, I beg and plead

A time of rest is all that I need

Sectioned up and torn asunder

I'll find peace when I'm six feet under

I worship the ground

That awaits my grave

When the soil comes

I will greet it gratefully

When the storm comes

I'll let it fucking take me

I worship the ground

I worship the end

Inside