Let me walk you all through a certain type of a day

That I had to live on my own day to day

Sitting a dark room feeling away from the world

Mind swirls twist and twirls, sight was faded

Thoughts abandoned, ones I loved were hated

Felt like I was bent in cause I was able to fold

So much on my plate, didn’t know what to hold

Tried thinking with my heart, in the end let it go

Got caught in between the knot, not as sweet as a bow

Had a vision, but no mission

So far in the future was my destination

Never knew when I got in this position

Lost sight of what for I was in this fight

New life that went wrong, look back long ago

Life was as beautiful as lullaby song though

Will this get better; think not its turning me

What I grow to be like an isolated tree

Feels like everyone said fuck me

Chorus

Lately its seems like I’m drifting away

Hoping on board, but a dead soul I lay

I’ve been too long on my own, I feel lost

Deep in this private world, I’m coming back

Verse 2

Didn’t know what was going on, toyed mentally

Thoughts suicidal, thank god he didn’t commit me

Didn’t know but felt like depression, oppression

To what I wanted and didn’t feel the necessity

Same repetitive routine with no activities

Hockey and rap was an excuse but didn’t help me

Instead

Gained weight, hated school, negativity brightened

No sign as something called the word enlightened

Freights heightened, and in a cage I was hiding

Lost focus and hope, sailing on boat, so cold no coat

So stressed, falling behind, lost interest, depressed

Walking around in sweats, and my face leaking with sweat

When am I done with this shit, it’s not what I chose

But I suppose I got do this for my lows

Then will I rise from demise and fly over the blue skies

Cause it felt like everyone lives but not everyone dies

Chorus

Lately its seems like I’m drifting away

Hoping on board, but a dead soul I lay

I’ve been too long on my own, I feel lost

Deep in this private world, I’m coming back