Released on October 11, 2019

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[Verse 1]

Sometimes I only remember my name vaguely

I would get high every day If I could maybe

I’m sorry If I have come across as lazy

Baby I haven’t been feeling myself lately


[Verse 2]

Thinking about how to live my dream on the daily

My family need me we need the cash money

My dad’s been in and out of prison like crazy

Baby I haven’t been feeling the best lately


[Pre-Chorus]

Hate to say

Give me a break

Try not to fake

Give me a pat

Cuz I’ve been so sick of the weight

I don’t pray

I lost my faith

Just gave, no take

I ain’t no saint

All this has been driving me insane


[Chorus]

I ain’t one of the baa baa black sheep

Want to be the one and only G.O.A.T

Only black sheep in the family

I tried to live carefree but that shit ain’t easy


[Verse 3]

Sometimes I just need to read some Murakami

I go to the gym workout to let off some steam

Remind myself that feeling is temporary

Baby I haven’t been feeling myself lately


[Verse 4]

Excuse me if I don’t show up at your party

I have so much to deal with emotionally

Expectations from family got me stressing

Baby I haven’t been feeling the best lately


[Pre-Chorus]

Hate to say

Give me a break

Try not to fake

Give me a pat

Cuz I’ve been so sick of the weight

I don’t pray

I lost my faith

Just gave, no take

I ain’t no saint

All this has been driving me insane


[Chorus]

I ain’t one of the baa baa black sheep

Want to be the one and only G.O.A.T

Only black sheep in the family

Nothing can pull me down now, only gravity


[Bridge]

I don’t care if they disapprove me

I gotta do my shit

Never quit and that’s how I’ll make it

If you’re stopping me, get you removed

You will find no proof

I am just here trying to improve


[Chorus]

I ain’t one of the baa baa black sheep

Want to be the one and only G.O.A.T

Only black sheep in the family

Wait and see me become the G.S.O.A.T