[Verse 1]

Talkin' with my therapist

It's imperative

I share a bit and care a bit and hearing this

A little therapeutic to my spiritual

Havin terrible thoughts embarrassing

Paralyzing fear of mortality

I challenge it by livin on razor edge of my sanity

Introverted and anti

No one extended hand to me

All of my friends and family

Microstepin on landmines

Cause I'm not on their time

My logic is airtight

Persona been questioned so many damn times

Considered pushing the button, might send an airstrike

ID crisis at 25, made me question why thе fuck I'm alive

And if I'm searching for love in thе right light

Cause who in their right mind

Can love a nigga thats left brain

Labors of love become th best pain

I reserve the right to only choose the best pain

Knowin that my worst enemy my best friend

I have biscain visions out the screen door

This what niggas bleed for

Who gonna be the first rap nigga with his cheek bone

Buried in the street though

Cause he let a tweet go

You can dribble you can shoot

Don't reach though, ah

Might forget where I am at and go back to where I'm from, ay

Middle finger to you all

That's the rule of thumb

How long their revelation gonna last? (How long)

Everybody offended and mad

Ears so brittle they can't stomach the truth

But they need it so bad

Imma take it 1, 2 way back

To a time where presence of mine

Paired with presence of god

Marriage of merit and honor, love, integrity, pride

Fairness and plentiful honesty bred the power behind words to manifest reality

See the past for what it is nigga, his-tory

One sided embellished tales of his glory

All that tell it how it is, shit is big boring

Seein shit for what it is ain't as important

All these motherfuckin hills like its ten Lauryns

Uphill battle with ignorance, tryin to ignore it

I would die for this shit I don't live for it

Big diff, long story just a bit shorter

Fuck shit, pandemic or a disorder

Cap shit, won't stand or sit for it

Flip a coin and see what Kippa you gettin

I'm really feelin the vibe

But any minute the violent temperament could arrive

With penmanship and combine to scribble out your demise

I've been on some kumbaya shit, I won't even lie

But every once in a while, you niggas need a reminder

So I'm here to remind you

You gotta know you can't fuck with me

Now say it out loud

Can't fuck with me, sheesh

Know a nigga mean it when he talk through his teeth

Cause he walk what he preach

And he stalk what he eat

Like a hawk or a creep

Imma dog, Imma beast, Imma god, Imma fiend

Homie talk really cheap

Penny for my thoughts

Got my mind gone, feelin like I lost the receipt

Do we gotta pull the stats out

Do we gotta pull the facts out

Nigga so close to the trap house

And he write a verse like a mack round

Shootin on wax, hitting shots from the background

Came out the struggle with a cap gown

Face down fuckin mother nature pull a track out

Sun niggas when I black out

No charades nigga take him out the game if he act out, man down

Laugh out loud at you guys

Every bar 25 to life, if I gotta pick a side

Every time I pick homicide

But The only way I go with suicide

Cause I'm the only one that qualify

I'm my own worst enemy at least I recognize it

Noose be the loose end look at how it ties in

Back in high school thought my room was an island

Stu my cocoon where I bloom, that was my plan

Oh, that's a bar bruh, oh

Like I'm Streisand, oh

Aura shine on q It's a vibrant thing

Grew up a screw up

On top of that a few screws needed tightening

Shit is like bottled up lightning

This an interlude to the lies

And a true exercise

I conclude nigga's lives

In the booth I'm alive Mufasa with the pride

You a hassa in disguise, I can see that shit from miles

Hoe you crooked when you fly

I'm in love with the climb

So I never see my prime

Ain't gonna ever be a time where I'm not the most high

Whos man? Not mine

Blueprint, memorized

Player hater, plagiarized

Every page, every 808 I ever ate alive

Every stage, I done slayed every stage of my life

I say all of that to say this all came with a price

[Outro Skit]

I do that for the real Kipp fans, you hear?

I didn't even feel like doing that

Niggas told me, y-y-y-you gotta punch niggas in the mouth every now and again man

Y-y-y-y have to know you can't fuck with me, you know what im sayin?

I mean, it's imperative to me, that you know that you can't fuck with me

You feel me?

It's like, niggas be trash

I really shouldn't be saying 'niggas be trash' it's just like... niggas ain't trash I'm just fire, that's what it is

That's essentially what it is

That's the point I'm tryna get across

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