Released on December 29, 2019

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[Verse]

Never laugh in the face of the devil or death

I may be last in the race of hellish regret

But even I know that's a fool's errand: In debt

You'll be forever should you try to test your luck

I wouldn't, It's fucked

It's a cruel world, a cruel man's game

You've been playing, slow down

Take a breather, go now

Don't trip up, I'll guilt you up

You'll lose by just a toenail

You don't want that

The world looks back on you

As you just zone out?

You don't want that

You can't afford it

You're in debt

You gotta keep up

Yeah, you're fucking in love

It's gripped you hasn't it

I know it too well

When you're feeling so down

And, something else picks you up?

You don't what and it sucks

But you're addicted, too late

Indicative of your fate

Gettin' pissed off your face

And then you sit in disgrace

Fuckin' ashamed of yourself

Thinkin' of hanging yourself

Slitting your wrists or just

Finding a way of blamin' yourself

No good in doing all that

That ain't how you win a race

You run until you collapse

Get up and keep goin' at it

You become that kind of addict

Okay just trust me it's healthier

I've been there as well

I'm resurrected and wealthier

In terms of myself

There's nothing better than loving yourself

Better than taking care, better than having

Those moments where you allow some despair

As long as you know your limits

You're fuckin' unstoppable

Mind over matter that's all you need

No more obstacles

This isn't a hurdle race

It's only a sprint

You need to learn how to run

That's all that's needed to win

Finding your legs isn't fun

Nor is it easy but once you're comfortable

In your own skin, you take one step then another

And the rest comes from within


[Outro]

Uh, side note, it's really not that hard

Stop being such a bitch, honestly

Make an effort for once in your life

Make a fucking effort