[Intro]

Cause I think the reason why I've been so fucking up

And why my life has gotten to this point is because

I don't know which changes I'm making are doing good

And which ones are doing bad

I've just been

Throwing them out there and digging myself

Deeper into this hole

And so I guess I just sort of

I don't really

I don't

[Verse 1]

Guess I don't really know what I'm tryna say

I just keep reading and as I line the page

I got so many different points I don't know which I'mma make

A little lost is what I'm feelin' I'm tryna find my way

Keep that £5 away from me - it might not be safe for me

Like shit, I want paper G but know I got problems

I can't stop taking things that isn't displayed for me

And criminal bankruptcy is imminent pray for me

'Cause in a way I feel like I deserve nothing

I don't know what that entails I guess my mind's just like "fuck it"

At this certain lower point I think my mind isn't running correctly

I feel like I'm just a set piece, fine until something upsets me

By 'fine' I mean empty, the silence respects me

The night is so friendly, you might think I'm edgy

Well, I think I'm edging closer to myself and

Closer to my truth but I don't want no help

[Hook]

I'm lost, In an ocean

All around me

Flowing temptation

I need

More to sate me

Oh if only

I were home now

I'm lost

[Verse 2]

I don't know if the things that I'm doing help or make it worse

'Cause the difference between all the things that I'm seeing

And what it used to be is becoming kinda blurred

Because all my surroundings yeah they're something like absurd

I tempted to fly away, yeah something like a bird

I'm tempted to end it all, that's something I done heard

And temptation's my prison walls, and lately, I'm inert

The thought just up and leaving is sweet as lemon curd

People around me, yeah they're great but they're only like a 3rd

Of the people I knew before, stickin' it through the war

It seems like a foul row to me I bow down to me

I found out the key to self-doubt it seems

Help out G I'm down south of here

The south downs appear I'm out of bounds and free

I'm out of bounds and free

[Hook]

I'm lost, In an ocean

All around me

Flowing temptation

I need

More to sate me

Oh if only

I were home now

I'm lost

[Verse 3]

Uh

The little window I see, I look out and see myself

I see myself in the hills, I see I'm not coming back

It's kinda hard to resist, over the hills comes the mist

In early morning assisted by the dim glow of sin

Which emanates from within, whichever way blows the wind

Wherein my morals reside, they seem to change on a whim

Who knows where next they'll align? 'Cause I've long since given in

I'll fade into the abyss, never resurface again

I've given everything, I've nothing left to present

I don't know what else to sing, I don't know what else to vent

That's what I say when I think I'll never do it again

Never do it again, but then I do it again

I get back on the same shit with different things to moan about

I stay dumb thinking this is the only route

[Hook]

I'm lost, In an ocean

All around me

Flowing temptation

I need

More to sate me

Oh if only

I were home now

I'm lost

[Outro]

I got lost on the way

Up to heaven

Only god can save me now

I need some redemption

Soul's a lost spirit

Dunno where to go now